Saturday, November 14, 2009

life is unpredictable, u will never know what will happen to us the next minute. so , we are trained to accept this fact and learn to comfort ourselves to live life to the fullest and enjoy whenever we can, or at least hope to achieve so. Often, we are beaten, defeated, trashed along the way.We get sick frustrated, depressed. Faith, is the only thing to keep us moving forward. fame, money, and FAMILY are all the sources of faith. But when we lost that, what are we left with ? if i dont realise this, my life would probably be screwed. But even if i do realise it, i am still left with nothing, NOTHING. there is nothing to achieve, there is nothing to hope for, there is nothing, for you to stay. So, u chose an easy way out.Maybe its u think its the best solution, left behind many sad faces. I think there is no right or wrong, nobody can judge it , u , are the only judger. Rest in Peace.

--For Robert Enke

counted snowflakes at 1:48 AM

Wednesday, November 04, 2009
突然发现，原来最适合我的工作是特务。
可以理所当然的戴着假面具示人，又不会于心有愧。
只是，这就是理想的生活吗？
然后突然发现，我有点想家了。
想念你，还有你们，
我其实还蛮脆弱的吗。
所以叻？
没有办法吗。


counted snowflakes at 11:52 PM

Monday, November 02, 2009
after 3 weeks of life without laptop and a few day without laptop and handphone, i finally received the long-waited magic box.
i am now in Dell Family.
Not a bad choice, but neither a very good one.
but anyway, life continues !!
不知道从什么时候开始，一个马来西亚的小女生，和一个韩国的大男生成了我生活的中心
无聊生活的唯一亮点就是他们也是他们，
在我即将变回黑白的人生涂上些须色彩，好啦是很多色彩。
最最单纯的感情才会迸发出最美好的回响。
也许是预料之外的美好，确是最能铭记于心的。
正因为如此，珍惜两个字才会变得有意义。
新鲜，却又充满着熟悉的味道。
我的追求不过如此吗。
再好不过拉。
recently i completed some job, and screwed some ,
something and someone that are important to me.
i dont know how i am goin to deal with this, and i don know how it will affect , everyone.
so basically, i have no ideea.
so how ?
ask someone else.

counted snowflakes at 2:51 AM

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