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Tuesday, October 24, 2006

these are the pictures i took before promos ... shot from the open area besides the study area at 3rd floor ... that was the first time i went to there ... before that i don even know there is such a place in pjc (i mean the place where i took the photos , no the place i shot :) i still could remember it was a late afternoon ... around 6 pm ... i was standing up there and stoneing ... and i found out its quite different from what i see everyday ... the environment here is quite nice ... and more importantly , it was very quiet . i was here for almost 7 months , but i never really look around the school ... everyday just study study and study(really ???) and neglect the environment ... but on that day i could stop and look at pjc ... and i would say its a very nice scene ... at least its different from what i see everyday .
sometimes we r just too fast ... we always live with a high pace , try everything to fulfil our wants and thus we missed a lot of scenes , a lot ppl , a lot momeries ... ppl always complain that our life is boring , that is because we live in the same way everyday , we keep repeating what we have done yesterday and its us who make our own life bored ... sometimes try to live in a slower pace , to see our world from a different view , u may find our life is rather interesting , there are many valuable things around us but we just ignore them everyday ... so next time don say "life sux " this kind of things ... try to reexprience ur life from another angle and u will somehow fall in love with ur current life ... so say "sux" unless u "sux" ... right ?

counted snowflakes at 10:27 PM

Sunday, October 22, 2006

"Do you want her back ?"
"...No. I wanna her to be happy. No matter what that means .I want her to find someone who treat her with all his love ; i want her to meet someone who is here always , as i do now."
this is the classical dialogue in the movie "Bruce Almighty" i was very touched when i watched the movie and thought that is the best way a man could do to his girl ... many ppl have said this :" i love her/him , but it doesn't mean i should be with her/him, as long as she/he is happy , i will be happy." Yep u r very mighty ... but think this way , since u love she or he so much , why dont you believe u r the one who can treat her well , give her a happy life ? God believes Bruce is the "one" for Grace , why u r not the "one" for her ? ppl just do not have faith within themselves or they think someone else could do better than them. I have to say , don give up before u have even tried. don think others could be better unless u don love her. Stand up and have a try , maybe she is right there waiting for u. Even if u fail eventually , don be sad , look up and best wishes for her.
Thank you for reading these nosense and pls do something today .

counted snowflakes at 10:19 PM

Saturday, October 21, 2006

Pioneer JC Open House was held yestersay ... erm think not very well responded ... there were visitors , but not as many ... probably because of the whether and the haze , or just like what po chieh has said :"because its pjc open house." haha ... our class ran a stalll ... body painting ... but not much ppl appreciated ... and in the end we expectly made a loss ... but nevertheless it was a good try ... anyway ... what i wan to say here is the posters ... lets take a look at the touch rugby de poster

the word under the title is "tempted to touch" . haha and the more interesting part is the small words below "come and try us at..." haha so do u wan to try them ? ... somemore they wrote "sweat and speed and strength" besides this words ... what does it mean ? use ur imagination ... haha.

this is choir poster ... the funny part is the second errow ... we make u wanna stop - play and reverse all the time ... ya i underatood what they wan to say ... but its so wierd ... isnt it ?
all of these are just for fun ... no insulting ... haha ... and i want to thank everyone who helped out at our booth yerterday ... especially rohai for doing most of the paintings and po chieh for taking care of the the booth of the whole day ... and thank da yan for designing naroto symbol and earned 50 cents for our booth ... haha and thank all the customers for wasting ur money at our stall ... and thank atlj sm and hw and visting pjc ... ya all the best ... thank you and thats the end of my speech :)

counted snowflakes at 10:17 PM

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

这是我的第一篇华文entry。没有什么特别的原因，只是觉得有些东西只能用华语来表达。我可以讲用华语，我可以翻来复去玩文字，可是用英文，只会被它玩。blogging using english 这么久，多少是一种坚持。到头来，感觉自己如同手脚被绑住一般，纵使有千思万绪亦无从表达。虚伪也许是人性的本质，旁人面前我们总是拒绝呈现真实的自己，谁非如此？也许我我以前做过，也许，现在正在进行。
现在是非常时期，每个人都超级紧张，因为我是凡人一个，所以我也不例外。原因？很简单，who want to retain ? 直到成绩公布之前，这种气氛会一直包围我们。我对胜负成败很计较，我不能输，也输不起。“如果留级，我就跳楼。”这是我朋友讲的话。这句话听起来很熟悉，因为我也有过同样的想法。但是，这种想法会不会太自私？太不公平了？我们不是天才，以最小的付出得到最大的回报这种事情是不会发生在我们身上。在这个残酷的世界里，要成功就要加倍努力。不努力却期望成功，这种好事不是天天都有。所以，此时此刻，为何怨天尤人？如果尽力了，应当心安理得；如果没有努力，no one is going to save you. 不要忘记，有多少人想踏进这个殿堂却没有机会？我们身处其内，应当感恩，应付出更多。
其实，失败并不可怕，它并不是世界末日。There is always second chance. 只要不放弃，最终都会到达彼岸。因为我们还活着。能活着是一件多么幸福的事。不要不它当作理所当然，有些人对生活充满了希望，但是他们却没有这种幸福。--“跌倒也不所谓，跌到时顺便看看天空，晴空今天仍无限宽广的微笑着，我还活着。”所以，当下一次你讲类似于跳楼这种话时，请考虑自己有没有资格讲这句话。
请珍惜还活着的幸福。

counted snowflakes at 8:48 PM

Sunday, October 15, 2006

koped from audrey's blog ... i think i will always like to do this kind of lame things ... becoz i m a lamer ... no should say i m a joker which is in higher position than lamer ... haha ... so lets start
Can you name 13 of ur classmates that you can think of right off the top of your head.Don't read the questions underneath until you write thenames of all 13 people. This is a lot funnier if you actually randomly list the names first. No cheating!!!
1. po chieh
2. kang wei
3. marcus
4. yun long
5. twins
6. da yan
7. yi qiang
8. teo sian
9. jia yi
10. ching hwa
11. cheng yue
12. rohai
13. swe zin
How did you meet 10?- she is my class manager ... bo bian.
What happens if you had never met1?- i will probably loss a best friend in my life
What would you do if 6 and 2 dated?- !!! WAO ... u know what will happen ... and we all have to climb up the Brokeback Mountain to attent their wedding:)
Have you ever seen 4 cry?- how can ? he will only own ppl everyday and thus has no time to cry.
Do you think 10 is cute?- erm ... yes to some extent ... yiqiang don hit me , i will never like her .. haha
How did you get to know 8?- basketball trial out and he is also my classmate which is so obvious
Would you ever go on a date withnumber 12?- how can ?! i don wan to do fasting ! haha
What's 7's Favorite color?- Orange ! and u know why.
Fact about 9:- He has six packs!
Who is 4 going out with?- kang wei ? haha.
who is number 5 to you?- clones :>
Would you ever live with 13?- If I have to... sure :)
Is 2 single?-yes but da yan is wooing him ... haha
What do you think about 3?- he is a nice friend to me ... and a good basketballer .. in term of the size only haha
What's the best thing about number 8?- i always think he is a great basketball player .. and i good friend as well as a lamer.
What do you like about number 11?- she own my chinese !!!
Favorite Memory with 6?- "my axx hxxe pain" ... haha no insulting
The names are all seriously in random order. Repost!!

counted snowflakes at 12:06 AM

Saturday, October 14, 2006

just too addicted with my Football Manager ... finally persuade myself to close it for a while after don know how many days ... becoz i seriously think that i need to blog ... i have a lot of things to crap ... but 5 mins ago when i sat down in front of my laptop , i suddenly forgot what i wan to say ... again ! damn it la , everytime i have some on my mind and wanted to record it down ... in the last min i will forget what i wan to say ... next time i need to bring paper along all the day ... actually i did but just too lazy to take down ... haiz .
ok lets talk abt something else first ... we have not gotten back our promote results yet , but we have known that 3 or 4 of our classmates will be retained ... although i should not say here but i think not many ppl reading my blog right ? anyway its not confirm yet ... at least i hope its not ... everyone is possible to kana ... including me ... like teo sian said ... we hoped no one in our class will be retained ... but this is the thing that we couldnt control ... the only thing we can control is our own studies ... if we do not try our best in studies , we could not beg for lucks ... God will only safe those who want to safe themselves ... right ?
getting too serious ... i went "back" to sajc open house today ... wanted to take a look at the school but eventually helped marilyn with her chinese society booth ... they become more jia la ... noly 7 members left ... and even yong hui is set to quit ... so i opt to help them . everybody treated me as a saint again .. and actually , its nothing lor ... i have to say i m pioneer now ... its a fact despite i still think sajc is better ... pj is not bad as well :) next week is pioneer open house ... need to be prepared ... everybody , pls do join us on the 20th of October Friday 1pm to 6 pm ...
its Pioneer Amplified .
until now i still cant remember what i want to say , just forget it man ... i m used to it .

counted snowflakes at 11:32 PM

Wednesday, October 11, 2006

sometimes there is needless to say anything ... ur actions will tell everything ... CG outing last saturday ... no activities organised , no planning of what to do , just said "let's go for an outing" , more than half of our PAE CG went , including non-saints like me and Eric and many others ... because we all have the hearts for CG 22 , we loved the class ... the outing is not so fun (sorry to Jerome :) , but it bought us together again , thanks to everyone .

counted snowflakes at 8:44 PM

Thursday, October 05, 2006

yes i m back officially ... promotes is finally over , as usual , i would not say how well or how bad i have done ... because its quite pointless to talk abt that now ... it will affect my playing mood ... haha ... so let the results tell everything ... really hope i could be promoted .
This is what i realise during this time period ... its nothing abt exams , its just another thought that came through my mind and thankfully i still remember it by now ... so i think i need to record now ... it will be a gauge for my life ... i m not a person who can express one's feeling , in fact most of the time i don know how to put it in appropriate way ... maybe many times i have been crapping around , it may not be my true feelings ... one or two yrs ago , i don even say
"thank you" to anyone around ... i just took for granted without caring abt others... as i grow older , i started to learn how to say "thanks" to others ... its a kind of appreciation for their efforts . now i say "thank you" everyday , to teachers , to classmates , to shopkeepers , and to the auntie in school canteen ... but one important thing is , i DO NOT say "thank you" to my best friends , or rather say the friends i treasure the most ... the reason being is very simple , for all the things they helped me , i think its alright to take for granted , because i m sure when the same things happened on them , i will be the first to stand up and lend a helping hand ... i m sure with that ... its a kind of xi guan to me and its a bit wierd to say thanks to my good friends ... so when they thank me for helping them , i will say "you r not familiar with me meh ?" i don need any appreciation because thats what i should do and what i could do for them ... so all my friends who i do not say "thank you" to , u r really my best friends ... hope ur will think the same way too ... and for my other friends , when one day i stop saying "thanks" to ur , it means u r very important to me from that time onwards ... pls understand this :)
good luck for those who r still struggling with promotes and congrets to all those who finish their promotes ... good luck too ... for ur results .

counted snowflakes at 11:12 PM