\\**Snow Blue**//...

Saturday, May 31, 2008

Terry Lin

counted snowflakes at 12:35 AM

Thursday, May 29, 2008

heard rather a shocking news when i watched some TV show today

a uni student is suffering from cancer . the reason is

she sleeps too little

maybe there are other reasons la , but this is the main reason .

after she said all these , the first response : wa , sounds like me .

look at the time i blogged in the last two months ,

i have the potential to ...

haha touch wood ............................(i m touching)

nevertheless , its still a reminder to me , and also to those who are still alive in the midnight , pls sleep early to avoid the possible trouble , and pls remind me to do so

coz i know i cant . haha

counted snowflakes at 10:20 PM

Monday, May 26, 2008

the fact is , i m the iron man .

i can only say that the movie is specially made for Robert Downey Jr. to act cool . but , he is really cool . although the story line is like , erm the the typical Hollywood type , but his personal charm is the ultimate attraction , he is not acting , he is Tony Stark .

activated two big bombs in my body within half an hour . thought at least one of them would have been removed , but they seems to be in love with my body . will ur stay in here forever ? pls pay me rental :)

counted snowflakes at 3:04 AM

Saturday, May 24, 2008

Simple Life lesson 1 : think simple .
Simple Life lesson 2 : do it simple .
its so ironic for me to say such things .
i m a "thinking man"
always think for many unnecessary things
then i m best at doing things indirectly
i can only say , i have a complex life .
Thus ,
Simple Life lesson 3 : never think u will have a simple life .
and i officially declare that
all the statements i made above are nonsense .
i m just joking . haha

越来越像失智老人了
走在路上，被货车的鸣笛声吓了个半死
真的是半死
是生活变得太空闲，太安逸
导致生存机能退化？
还是太久没有接触外面的世界
使得心理抵抗力降低？
答案是：No Link . haha

counted snowflakes at 12:58 AM

Thursday, May 22, 2008

finally , we can celebrate .

the 16th champion

Inter Milan

counted snowflakes at 12:44 AM

Wednesday, May 21, 2008

i think i m a bit slow
it happened 9 days ago , i only feel the impact now .
and , the impact is really huge .
couldnt get out from the mood after watching those videos.
but i realise that i was wrong .
如果我一味沉浸在这么悲伤的情绪中
对已经发生的事实不会有任何帮助
i don know what i can do for them
but they have taught me so many things
they tell me the meaning to live .
“我不哭，我要笑着。”
“我还活着，我很高兴。”
如果一群孩子能说出这样的话
那我，有什么理由对我现在的人生表示不满？
“我现在很安全，叔叔，你先救别人吧。”
面对他们如此伟大的心灵，我有什么资格为自己神伤？
对于他们，明天的太阳是感恩生命的延续
如此单纯的美好。
treasure what we have now , the people around us , the time we r together , and everything .
be grateful , please .
"regret" is not a nice word , try not to mention it often .
when we have the chance , take it .
if we don treasure our own lives , who will ?
我能为你们做些什么？
我要为你们做些什么。

counted snowflakes at 2:08 AM

Tuesday, May 20, 2008

生死不离

生死不离，你的梦落在哪里
想着生活继续
天空失去美丽，你却等待明天站起
无论你在哪里，我都要找到你
血脉能创造奇迹
你的呼喊就刻在我的血液里
生死不离，我数秒等你消息
相信生命不息
我看不到你，你却牵挂在我心里
无论你在哪里，我都要找到你
血脉能创造奇迹
搭起双手筑成你回家的路基
生死不离，全世界都被沉寂
痛苦也不哭泣
爱是你的传奇，彩虹在风雨后升起
无论你在哪里，我都要找到你
血脉能创造奇迹
你一丝希望是我全部的动力

counted snowflakes at 1:02 AM

Monday, May 19, 2008

亲爱的宝贝，如果你能活着，一定要记住，我爱你。

不抛弃，不放弃，以生命的名义，留下最坚强的声音。

counted snowflakes at 2:11 AM

Sunday, May 18, 2008

汶川大地震，牵动了亿万人的心。面对这次前所未有的大灾难，社会各界人士都献出自己的一份力。当一群英勇的战士奋斗在救灾第一线的时候，当汶川人用尽各种办法抓住生命线的时候，却有一些沽名钓誉的人在拼命吸引着媒体的目光，却有一众大牌小牌的明星标榜着自己捐了多少钱以证明多么有爱心，却有一群没有人性的网友计较着某某公司捐的钱有没有大海啸那次多。就在这个世界充满了太多如此丑陋的人的时候，在一个普通的捐款箱面前，出现了这么一位捐款者。他也许只捐了几块钱，但是这也许是他今天甚至是几天所赚的钱。也许这些钱给其他人的捐款相比，根本微不足道，但是重要的是那份心意。他捐款并不会得到什么，只是出于对灾区人民的关心，默默地把钱放进去，然后默默地走掉。在那一刻，他的背影是全世界最伟大的。那些丑陋的灵魂啊，请你们清醒吧，不要再让这片被上天摧残的土地，变成你们名利的战场。
谢谢你。

counted snowflakes at 1:33 AM

Saturday, May 17, 2008

it finally comes to ttk's big day , everything runs smoothly .

j1s have done rather a good work , thank you for all that u have done .

the card is very very nice , and the words are ... (crying :)

and more importantly ,

the food is nice . haha

this should be the "official" farewell party for the j2s , but sadly , no one act 哭戏。

is it a good thing or a bad thing ? haha i wan climax .

wait until 31/5 ba . hope there will be some touching moves .

jia you to ur :)

when one says somebody is one's fren , it means their relationship has go up to a new stage .

its not easy . its worth treasuring .

thank you for treating me as ur fren , i will treasure it

there is still long way to go , but i m ready .

counted snowflakes at 12:59 AM

Friday, May 16, 2008

寻梦

院庭深舍，朔月先敏降临。

玉可颜还，恍若落融水涧。

包罗所愿，世寻懿嘉寓邸。

祈源终现，映以重生浴火。

音振云殿，引俫神豪慰灵。

众心聚圣，博得天意成全。

育柏苍山，折现质睿风象。

水于浅洲，倒影永青传奇。

图腾神谷，照佑天宇大地。

云淡风轻，从此永缘呼唤。

the new "poem" is up . this is the for j1 members , all of them are included . frankly speaking , this one is better than the last one as this is more like a literature work . hope u will like this one , and btw , the title is from sok ting :)

i finished this piece of work 6 days ago , due to the interview for the new exco members , i only put it up today . i m not sure whether its a 巧合 or 命运 , i wrote p and vp at the "correct" positions . but hopefully this will not affect ur in any way , its still a good results .

Now you r moving forward in a team , hope u will do a very good job . u all have the quality to excel . looking forward for ur first show , jia you .

counted snowflakes at 1:45 AM

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

"i want to travel again leh ." fren told me in msn
"where ?" i replied immediately .
whererever the place is , i also wan to go .
coz i miss travelling too .
i enjoyed the time at an unfamiliar place , i enjoyed the time being a visitor , and i enjoyed the time with all my frens .
i don like changes , but it is the only thing that is unchageable . the only way is accept and adapt .
if travelling to another city would lead me to a different lifestyle , give me more courage to face new challenges , why not ?
and , i wan snow . haha

counted snowflakes at 6:00 PM

Sunday, May 11, 2008

智慧之匙隐于泰西神话，

冬梅飘香于人群中远传。

吟咏颂赞成就彦古绝唱，

万圣千年间是恩还是怨。

衣素心沉最美丽的背影，

宫廷靡乐扭曲微笑的脸。

烛香阵阵打散程式排列，

安娜与我迷失竹林深处。

reviewed this "poem" today and found out that there are still room for improvement . it was done in a short period of time so the "quality" isnt too good . now , its the time to a make a new one for my dear juniors . should spend more efforts doing it , hope it will be a nice one . the first and maybe the last present for them .

Btw , i m not emoing in this few days , just stayed at home for a few days due to fever , pls don worry . those posts were just a way to express some feelings in a certain period , maybe only a few minutes . after that i will become stronger . And , i repeat , i m not an emo guy ! haha . i am the one u know , an iron man . hahaha .

counted snowflakes at 12:32 AM

Friday, May 09, 2008

今天终于跟妈妈吃了一顿晚餐。
算起来，应该有两个多月没有一起吃晚餐了。
当我很忙的那几个礼拜，连一句话都没说过。
每次我回来的时候，妈妈就睡了。
当我睡醒，就已经是中午了。
就算是不忙的时候，也是我做好晚餐分别吃。
想起来，这是我们这几年来的生活习惯。
因为作息时间不同，我们各自过着自己的生活。
如同只是住在同一屋檐下的人。
一起吃晚餐是一件多么困难的事。
而少数一起在家的时间，也经常为一些鸡毛蒜皮的小事起争执。
也许，这就是我们的相处方式吧。
我不是一个孝顺儿子，所以我只能在这里说一声
母亲节快乐。

counted snowflakes at 10:45 PM

Wednesday, May 07, 2008

cant really talk in this few days .
thought its only soar throat ,
but i realised i got fever , rather serious .
once i open my mouth i will cough non stop .

really feeling sick .

haven exprience the kind of feeling for a long time le .

this is kinda good , remind me that i m human .

since i m free , i don mind la , haha .

counted snowflakes at 4:57 PM

Tuesday, May 06, 2008

I need to say goodbye to Banking and Finance le .
i thought i was so close to it , but i couldnt go one step further .
its a dream , and it would be a dream , forever .
i m still not ready to be a FASS people , pls give me some more time .
maybe , i need to find something to do le .

counted snowflakes at 2:18 AM

Monday, May 05, 2008

“获得总决赛第三名的是，先驱初级学院......”

its all over . although some of u may expect something better , our hard works has been paid off .

soar throat , once again . it means i m really tired .

i think my throat has suffered a lot over this few years , i will burn it everytime after a major event . now it could not go back to the perfect condition le . i m so sorry abt that . 辛苦你了。

don need to wake up and rushing to school everyday le , don need to worry abt all the necessary and unnecessary things le , don need to care abt problem within and beyond my ability le , back to 宅男. post war effect ? too tired to think abt it , yet .

thank everyone for being with me for this two months , i m not the kind of person who can often say "thank you" to others , but , u all deserve this , for leaving me a precious memory .

Thank You

counted snowflakes at 7:44 PM

Saturday, May 03, 2008

Final Showdown , All in .
王牌全体出动，今天就是你们的舞台。
GO！

counted snowflakes at 2:33 AM

Friday, May 02, 2008

found a very big envelope in the letter box ,
a big "NUS" sign on the top left corner .
"Admission to NUS ......"
its has finally come . yes !!
when i open it , i saw nothing but the words "Arts and Social Science".
which means , i m going to communications and new media .
it was like , a bit unexpected , or a bit disappointing rather .
yes , FASS is my second choice , and by accepting this course i will become a media person , which have been on my wishlist for almost 10 yrs .
but , how i wish i can see "business school" on the letter and spend four yrs of my uni life in banking and finance .
i have fully prepared myself to fit the world of business , i have accepted the fact that i will need to sit in the office from 9 to 5 for many yrs ,
现在我需要推倒重来吗？
不知道从什么时候开始，我开始把梦想看得很轻。
因为我知道明白想和现实的差距，为了让自己的人生好过一点，就要开心去接受。
一不小心梦想实现，却不知道该高兴还是怎样。
我已经习惯于设计自己的人生，久而久之，会是一种机械化的生活。连yi qiang都曾经说过我这样会让人生少了很多乐趣。
也许是时候回归简单生活了，为自己人生而活。
总之一切还没有定论，still 期待ing .

counted snowflakes at 2:23 AM