Thursday, July 31, 2008

moving into sheares hall , my hostel life begins .
in the mood of bidding , update next time .

counted snowflakes at 6:08 PM

Tuesday, July 29, 2008

visited my hostel ytd . spent half an hour to find my hall , even walked through business school . a bit ulu la ... haha but anyway finally saw my room , its a bit ... smaller than i m expected , but still the environment is quite good . this is how it looks
i got a huge bag which consists of a lot of good stuffs , like magazines la , coffee la , even battery . and they even gave me my fav stuff ! am i promoting this brand ? haha
so this is going to be my room for quite a long , hope will enjoy my stay here . moving in in two dsays time . looking forward . haha

counted snowflakes at 11:54 PM

Monday, July 28, 2008

谢谢《白色巨塔》,它让我心情down到谷底
也让我重新把封闭的问题打开
那些大道理,好像都是说给我自己听的
我也第一次把自己说服
人生不过是如此,为什么要抓住不放?
珍惜现在所有的,珍惜现在能有的
才是真正的拥有
这一次,我应该对了吧。

btw , 《赤壁》is one of the better gay movies i have watched . the 感情发展 of 诸葛亮 and 周瑜 is fully described . they are in the stage of 暧昧 now . so , in episode 2 , the storyline will be they finally find out that they love each other so 周瑜 abandons 小乔 and 瑜亮在一起。its a happy ending ... maybe got 床戏 for the two main actors .. pls looking forward to it
wah feel that i m in the same level as 吴宇森 le ... haha i m genius .

counted snowflakes at 10:35 PM

Sunday, July 27, 2008

生命中其实有很多唾手可及的幸福
你看不到
只是因为你走得太快
如果想拥有幸福
只要停下你的脚步
幸福就会围绕在你的周围
但是人类这种永不满足的动物,
永远不知道珍惜这两个字怎么写
穷其一生所追求的
到底是什么?
人生不过是一场骗局
到最后会发现
原来一切重要的东西
都已经变得不重要了
只有珍惜才是拥有的开始
只是,你会发现吗?

为什么让我再看一次《白色巨塔》?这真的,太残酷。

counted snowflakes at 1:13 AM

Friday, July 25, 2008

终于可以了解《彩虹》里的感受
因为我也开始收拾东西了
作为一个非常念旧的人,
我尽可能留下所有对我有意义的东西
可是坏处就是
搬家的时候太麻烦了
我有一整袋的鞋子,
是垃圾袋那么大的袋子
都不知道怎么运输过去
不过
也让我找到了许多尘封已久的记忆
看着那些曾经视为宝贝可是如今布满灰尘的东西,
每用手擦掉一层灰尘,当时的画面就越清晰一次
最后发现,
手好脏。
哈哈。不过这不是重点,
重点是这一些都是我不想舍弃的财富,
随便收一收,竟然有这么多
所以下次再收吧。

PS:我竟然有一整皮箱的书要带走,原来我也是读书人吗,不错嘛,我自己都不知道,哈哈。

counted snowflakes at 2:17 AM

Tuesday, July 22, 2008

what can you do on-line ?
i seriously cant find anything interested to do le .
in order to remain as a 100% 宅男, i have to be on-line for more than 15 hours .
so what can i do ?
done with almost all the interesting and uninteresting video le , read all the nice and not so nice blogs ,and what next ?
any suggestion from anyone of you ?
i think some of the pity souls who are still suffering in school will be very sian after reading this , but this is going be your life in the near future , so be looking forward , or rather not ? haha
宅男生活进行式. university , whats that ?

counted snowflakes at 11:25 PM

Saturday, July 19, 2008

我的快乐

徘了徊了走了 错了过了等了
累了倦了困了 烦了乱的冷的
都是真的
疯了想了念了 慌乱的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发 困了你爱的影
那天的我等着 你等成了摆设
我的你的他的 好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的 酸的甜的苦的
都还记得
非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了 真的不想要了
只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐 会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐 会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
疯了想了念了 慌乱的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的 拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢
非常想要忘的 绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了 真的不想要了
只得放了 放了 忘了



although i m not a very big fan of this show , i m touched by this song , a song that will really reach my soul . jin xiu are really good singers , this is a super nice song .
PS: HY , this song is dedicated to u too . u r as strong as before , so u will find ur happiness very soon . jia you :)

counted snowflakes at 2:18 AM

Friday, July 18, 2008

when i saw the guitarist ,he was walking towards my direction . long hair , fashion wear and nice guitar , like the normal movie scene , 灯光,微风,背景音乐. wa , such a cool guy . thats what i thought of at the time . when he walked past me , he dropped something . it was a power plug . ya the kind of power plug that u can see everywhere . he had to squat down and pick up his plug . however , before he did so , he looked around and made sure that no one was starring at the cool guy . The “cool”has gone immediately , he jumped from movie scene back to reality . think he finally knew 糗字怎么写。haha . think this will always happen when somebody is trying to act cool ba . erm sounds familiar , talking abt myself ? haha
现实和梦想还是有差距的。haha random

counted snowflakes at 3:27 AM

Thursday, July 17, 2008

pormoting my friend's art works . she is really a good artist , especailly good in drawing comics . if one day her drawings become famous , maybe i can earn commission by selling it overseas ? haha
thinking of becoming a full time agent in the future , cause found quite a number of talented ppl in different areas , some of them really have something , if i can promote all of them , i will become the first 全方位发展的经纪人 . and at that time , i can say
阿母,我出运啦!哈哈


counted snowflakes at 2:45 AM

Tuesday, July 15, 2008

似乎又一次想通了,
但是这一次,不想让脑袋再转了
记得上一次“豁然开朗”的时候,也是同样的时间,也是蒙蒙细雨,也是独自一个人的回家路
不同的是,没有了街道两边的叫卖声,没有的汽车的阵阵鸣笛和横冲直撞,没有了,属于家的味道。
现在有的,是干净的林荫小路,是安静有序的十字路口,是把天空挡住的高楼建筑,只是,好像少了一点纯朴的温暖,少了那么一点令人不爽却又离不开的味道。
前一次解开心结,带来的是轻松和愉快,可是这一次不同,有那么一点认清事实的感觉,理智又逼迫着我了解我自己,可是这一次我真的想要吗?
也许我还想要多沉迷一下子吧,所以理性,这段时间,请你离我远一点。
好累
我,有点想家了

counted snowflakes at 6:14 PM

Saturday, July 12, 2008

only one

你的好 我从前怎麽看不到
看不到 总以为爱在天涯海角
回头却在你温柔里找到
渴望被你拥抱 可以爱你多好
不明了 你从来不说你累了
你累了 也预留肩膀让我依靠
你的笑倒映了我的微笑
我会有多重要 因为有你才知道
也许 这101次错过的玩笑
只为遇到 你温暖的怀抱
Only one Only Love
You're everything I care
把全世界放掉又有什麽重要
Only one Only Love
You're the only one I love
现在只想听到你亲口再说一声好
不明了 你从来不说你累了
你累了 也预留肩膀让我依靠
你的笑倒映了我的微笑
我会有多重要 因为有你才知道
究竟 要转多少次那生命的转角
才感觉到 爱情真的来到
Only one Only Love
You're everything I care
把全世界放掉又有什麽重要
Only one Only Love
You're the only one I love
现在只想听到你亲口再说一声好
Only one Only Love
You're everything I care
把全世界放掉又有什麽重要
Only one Only Love
You're the only one I love
现在只想听到你亲口再说一声好

ps: 原来不用了吗,呵呵。初次见面,请多关照 :)

counted snowflakes at 1:25 AM

Friday, July 11, 2008

three weeks more to my campus life
have been living in woodlands for 5 years
such a nice place to stay
i love this place
and now , "time to say goodbye"
say "hi" to my new home --Sheares Hall :)

阴天果然是一个思考的好天气。突然间发现我好像要求得太多了。人总是不满足的,在得到一点知道,就要去要求更多,却忘了最初的承诺,忘了最简单的幸福。以为自己会不一样,其实还不是一样。呵呵,原来还是我的错吗,就是这么的简单。现在,我应该去找回最初的感动了,只有这样,才能继续走下去,对吧?

remember this number 130/100 .


counted snowflakes at 2:58 AM

Wednesday, July 09, 2008

although its a bit late to talk abt this , but a proper ending is needed ... they are the potential stars found in Euro cup , the names are familiar to FM fans , and now , they are going to rule the world .

David Silva , spain winger

Andrey Arshvin , Russia's golden brain

Arda Turan , Turkey left engine


Luka Modric , Crotia playmaker

Giorgio Chiellini , Italy's new Nesta


counted snowflakes at 7:50 PM

第一次感受到歌神的魅力
三个加起来已经超过120岁的老男人竟会完全吸引我
临场演唱的功力绝对不是盖的
一首《我是一只小小鸟》长达六分钟
可是却一点也听不腻
甚至有要喊encore的感觉
所以,我是老人,没错吗。哈哈

counted snowflakes at 7:33 PM

Saturday, July 05, 2008

肩膀很痛 :(

counted snowflakes at 12:27 PM

Friday, July 04, 2008

i almost missed this show , coz the actor appeals so .... erm u know . but when i sat in the cinema , i realised that this is the show i have been searching for a lonng time ... a movie version of the popular American drama series . this is a really funny show .
"i used to look like my mum ."
"i used to look like two times of my mum ."
get it ? its okay , check this out urself .
this is another very nice show . 好看到我的手都在发抖。haha .
need to say anything else ?
GO !

counted snowflakes at 2:06 AM

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