Friday, May 02, 2008

found a very big envelope in the letter box ,
a big "NUS" sign on the top left corner .
"Admission to NUS ......"
its has finally come . yes !!
when i open it , i saw nothing but the words "Arts and Social Science".
which means , i m going to communications and new media .
it was like , a bit unexpected , or a bit disappointing rather .
yes , FASS is my second choice , and by accepting this course i will become a media person , which have been on my wishlist for almost 10 yrs .
but , how i wish i can see "business school" on the letter and spend four yrs of my uni life in banking and finance .
i have fully prepared myself to fit the world of business , i have accepted the fact that i will need to sit in the office from 9 to 5 for many yrs ,
现在我需要推倒重来吗？
不知道从什么时候开始，我开始把梦想看得很轻 。
因为我知道明白想和现实的差距，为了让自己的人生好过一点，就要开心去接受。
一不小心梦想实现，却不知道该高兴还是怎样。
我已经习惯于设计自己的人生，久而久之，会是一种机械化的生活。连yi qiang都曾经说过我这样会让人生少了很多乐趣。
也许是时候回归简单生活了，为自己人生而活。
总之一切还没有定论，still 期待ing .

counted snowflakes at 2:23 AM

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