\\**Snow Blue**//...

Wednesday, April 30, 2008

i m not sure whether i did the right thing today .
i did it without much thinking , thats not my style .
but , i hope it would make a difference , u will be clear of ur goal .
and , there is no turning back .
believe me , its not that i wan u to be at my side at this time ,
i want to be there for u all the time .
i will see what i can do tomolo , i will try my best .
btw , i know u r on my side , as always . thank you .

PS : i m still waiting for ur sms . whats the matter ?

counted snowflakes at 3:21 AM

Tuesday, April 29, 2008

read some of my old entries today ... bobian , too free .
i realise that my older posts are really long and boring .
no wonder ah shan told me that my entries were too long . even i don wan to read it now la.
from then onwards , i started to write shorter posts , and now , i m trying very hard to squeeze out some words for my blog . 职业倦怠症。haha
there are many silly and stupid posts i have written in the past two yrs .
they make me laugh a lot , and they r precious .
but one thing for sure , i have improved my writting skills over the yrs .
a huge contribution to my C . haha .

finally watched 《宝家卫国》and its expectly good . shall find more mediacorp shows and hope they r equally good ... haha dream on .

counted snowflakes at 1:00 AM

Sunday, April 27, 2008

我从不批评一部电影，因为花费了这么多人力物力所完成的作品应该赢得尊重。出现在blog里的电影全都是一面倒的赞美。但是这一次，我没办法，即使是刘德华的电影，即使是场面恢宏的大制作。其实，电影本身没有错，只是，它玷污了赵云在我心目中神圣的形象。
也许是姜维在我心目中的份量太重了，让我忽略了其实赵云对我同样重要。当年常山的翩翩少年，长坂坡上七进七出救少主，北伐单骑退追兵，一生征战沙场，未尝败绩，人称“常胜将军”。就算这些都不重要，也请不要借着商业片的名义随意改写历史。毕竟赵子龙不仅对于我，对很多人都是神圣的，请不要破坏我们心目中完美的赵云。

counted snowflakes at 3:33 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

feel extremely tired by now , which is rather strange .
i think i have successfully upgraded my writing skill today , but it shouldnt be the case ba .
anyway , i m used to it le ...
so three sessions left (maybe four ?) to change the show and try to rise the meaning behind the show . and this time i m doing it , alone .
so you need to walk along with me , closely .
some preparations need to be done over the weekend , trying to get into the working mood in the next three days . this is rather a serious matter .
jia you lor .

i realise that i cant rest too much . 我是天生的劳碌命。这，应该是件好事吧。至少对别人来说吧 :)

counted snowflakes at 3:33 AM

Friday, April 25, 2008

CDS practice later on .
there r four more sessions left for me to go ...
but its a bit early for me to emo .
since this is the fact , i shall not be late for practice .
is it possible ? don say that u don believe , actually
i also don believe in myself ... haha
maybe there is miracle tomolo . lets wait and see.

i m looking for something that could boost ur confidence level , ya u know who u r , pls looking forward to it :)

counted snowflakes at 2:42 AM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

finally , we r going to the finals .
i think this is the first time i know how to use the word "finally".
it has been tough for your . sorry for letting u going through this .
this time , u made it happen . i m so proud of ur .
and , thank you .
yes , we r going on 3/5 .
although there r still many problems too settle ,
for the next 8 days , get ready , and
fight with me.

the amazing thing is , i have been constantly writting blog for one week . for such a lazy people like me , this should be an achievement for me . lets keep it up , together.

counted snowflakes at 2:33 AM

Wednesday, April 23, 2008

No final decision is made today .
Is that a good news ? sort of . coz it is progressing .
i suddenly feel that , if your need to make so much efforts to keep our show , what is the purpose ?
but , as long as u decide to go , i will be there for u .
i promise.

PS:Happy Birthday yongsheng . there is something that i need to say here, when u r 18th years old , everything will be different . although u don like to hear this , but , welcome to reality . have a nice day ahead :)

btw, fully recharged . ready to use anytime . shall resume my life tomolo . i mean "shall".

counted snowflakes at 3:17 AM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

i was being emotional today .
is this true ? if i was , then i am sorry .
i said i will not involve my feeling into the show , but in the end i think i involved too much .
but i am so so so glad to be here for the past one month ,
thanks all of you for pulling me back from the world called reality and enjoyed my life in school .
i have said so much "thank you" in these two days , i am sincere abt all that .
this time , you should make the decision by yourselves .
as long as the decision is made by your , i will accept it happily .
however , i am not neutural , so i really hope that i will see a smiling face in my handphone when i wake up tomolo afternoon .
even if it is not what i am expected , i hope i will still smile.

btw , repairing my voice , the next shall be my brain .

counted snowflakes at 2:02 AM

Monday, April 21, 2008

what is the feeling of standing at the top of the mountain , again ?
its Gold , again .
the only difference is , you deserve to be the best !

Received quite a number of congrats today ... and quite a number of a thank you ... but , you should be the ones receiving all the honors , i only played a small part in this show . thanks for all the acknowledgement , i only can say that , i m so grateful to be part of the team . thank you everyone for letting me walk along with you in the period , i will treasure it , and thank you , again.

Btw , still recharging , slowly.

counted snowflakes at 3:34 AM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Congratuation !
A nearly perfect performance , a very enjoyable show .
My dearest juniors , ur excellent play nearly "forced" me to stand up and cheer even before the show ended .
这么多天的努力终于有了成果，会不会被别人肯定不是我们能决定的，但这是我们对自己最好的交代。
这次，希望很大。
所以，CDS，五月三号见！

btw , really a bit over-using myself these two days , my CPU is almost burnt (or already burnt ?) , recharge and repair have to take place , crawling towards bed now .

counted snowflakes at 1:20 AM

Saturday, April 19, 2008

Thank you for the crazy talk at dinner time .
Sorry for losing my temper today , but i really hope it will have some effects and
Jia you for the competition !
You all can do it !

counted snowflakes at 1:58 AM

Friday, April 18, 2008

全体出动。加油!

counted snowflakes at 3:55 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

我是足够坚强，但不代表我不会心痛。
心痛并不能解决问题，眼睛要看要到前方，手就必须握紧。
可是，我不是故作坚强，或者说，
我已学会将这两个字写在心上。
所以，如果我是避风港，那是我莫大的光荣。
至少我相信，在这里，我做得到。
有时，我也想让你们试着迎接现实，
在你们的身旁，是我随时候命的保护。
不用担心，我这堵墙都厚够强，即使双倍的子弹也可以阻挡。
但是，我这次失守了，看着被划破的眼泪，在我心里颤抖。
对不起，霎那间我无能为力。
我不是圣人，也有无助的时候。
只是看到你们，我就要告诉自己，
我还要扛，因为我还撑得住，因为我必须扛。
如果可以，我多么想为希望能你们撑起一片蓝天。
我不是佯装伟大，只是想尽我的全力保护我在乎的人。
原来这就是原因。
没有结尾，是因为明天还要继续，
无论什么原因，明天，请送我一个微笑。

counted snowflakes at 1:08 AM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

if u have a friend that changes completely over holidays , thoughts he have , words he says and even attitude towards old friend are different , he is like a new person to everybody , will u still bother to know this "new friend" and and keep this idiot in ur contact list ?

Do u like this kind of change ? tell me the true answer , pls . coz i am that bad egg .

counted snowflakes at 2:14 AM

Sunday, April 13, 2008

randomly chose this movie to watch during my lunchtime , and its unexpectedly nice . four stories , 5 people are linked together by destiny , a movie that show the deep meaning of life .
this should be one of the award-winning movie , i suppose so .

Btw , suddenly feels that Sarah Michelle Gellar is damn pretty , so appealing ... haha

counted snowflakes at 10:20 PM

最近真的变娘了。
看综艺节目也可以感动。
是不是在半夜的时候比较感性？
就当是这样吧。
不能破坏了一直以来ㄍ一ㄥ的形象。

很多事情只要简单的想，简单的做，就会简单的很完美。
所以如果现在这种状态可以达到一种奇妙的平衡，
何乐而不为呢？
anyway ，比赛就要到了。

只是，让我多睡一会！

counted snowflakes at 12:23 AM

Wednesday, April 09, 2008

4-2 . Liverpool through to the Semi-final .

counted snowflakes at 5:01 AM

Friday, April 04, 2008

Sent a random good morning message on a random day . After thinking seriously for approximately 2.1 seconds , i decided to send to girls only as there will be a chance that i would be questioned for my sexual orientation if i sent to male friends . there are some interesting results i got from the replies .

My Message :"Good morning and have a nice day :)"
1st type of Reply :"hi , good morning to u too :)." This means i am currently on their contact list but seldom meet up personaly .
2. Reply :"Good morning . why so random ? " This means they r not aware of how random i am , yet . more work have to be done . haha
3. Reply :"hi good morning :) what r u doing later ?" Active friends . first group of people comes to my mind when i m bored .
4. Reply :"Morning . errh did u send to wrong recipient ?" This means i am only a name on their handphone contact list and have not hear any news from each for at least two yrs .
5. Reply :"Hi !!! long time no see ! hows life ?" Have not been contacted each other for a long time but we were good friends and we still wan to keep the relationship .
6. Reply :"eh , who r u ?" Only one person wrote that , and this should be the third time she wrote me this . haha
7. No Reply . You r still my friend but i m not sure whether i am still a friend of u . Or u just said "lame" to ur handphone and went back to sleep . haha
8. Those i did not send the message to u . It only means ... haha no la its just a random message so i may just missed ur name . wait for next chance . okay ?

In conclusion , its just some a random blog entry , no personal offense , so pls don attack me too . Anyway , good night and have a nice dream :)

counted snowflakes at 10:51 PM