lost the passion to blog again ? not really , just because i m getting busy again ... and thats a good thing to me ... although i have no long enjoyed going home late , but i still like the feeling of fighting with the time and own the deadlines ... thats more like it ... for the past few weeks i was experincing a small downfall , nothing could attract my attention . i said i have changed , but actually i m still at "i wan to change" de stage ... i tried to stay out from everything that did not concern abt me and i found that its even more tiring ... of not being myself ... but this doesnt mean i will go back to the old me ... i cant and refuse to ... all i can do is to find a sort of balance between the two extreme sides ...
看着你笑,是我最大的心愿,但如果你开心是因为我,那才是我最大的幸福。所以请你一定要开心,拜托。
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snowflakes at 11:14 PM