Thursday, October 05, 2006

yes i m back officially ... promotes is finally over , as usual , i would not say how well or how bad i have done ... because its quite pointless to talk abt that now ... it will affect my playing mood ... haha ... so let the results tell everything ... really hope i could be promoted .
This is what i realise during this time period ... its nothing abt exams , its just another thought that came through my mind and thankfully i still remember it by now ... so i think i need to record now ... it will be a gauge for my life ... i m not a person who can express one's feeling , in fact most of the time i don know how to put it in appropriate way ... maybe many times i have been crapping around , it may not be my true feelings ... one or two yrs ago , i don even say
"thank you" to anyone around ... i just took for granted without caring abt others... as i grow older , i started to learn how to say "thanks" to others ... its a kind of appreciation for their efforts . now i say "thank you" everyday , to teachers , to classmates , to shopkeepers , and to the auntie in school canteen ... but one important thing is , i DO NOT say "thank you" to my best friends , or rather say the friends i treasure the most ... the reason being is very simple , for all the things they helped me , i think its alright to take for granted , because i m sure when the same things happened on them , i will be the first to stand up and lend a helping hand ... i m sure with that ... its a kind of xi guan to me and its a bit wierd to say thanks to my good friends ... so when they thank me for helping them , i will say "you r not familiar with me meh ?" i don need any appreciation because thats what i should do and what i could do for them ... so all my friends who i do not say "thank you" to , u r really my best friends ... hope ur will think the same way too ... and for my other friends , when one day i stop saying "thanks" to ur , it means u r very important to me from that time onwards ... pls understand this :)
good luck for those who r still struggling with promotes and congrets to all those who finish their promotes ... good luck too ... for ur results .

counted snowflakes at 11:12 PM

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caoyang
25
31/8/1987
Dream: TV programmes producer
Goal: Independent Financial Advicer
christ church sec
class 4E4 (BEST!)
st. andrew jc(PAE)
OG 7&CG 22 (RAWK!)
pioneer jc(PREVIOUSLY)
Philby&OG 30(CAN U FEEL ME!)
NUS Fass and Sheares Hall
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inter milan fan
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find myself
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more frens
girlfriend
money
happiness
lose weight
soul for guitar
watch
new bag

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