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Monday, March 27, 2006

today i came back at 7 20 pm ... damn tired after 2.4 km run ... and tended to sleep straight away ... but when i went to my blog ... i saw the "anonymous" tag me again ... i really don know who he or she is la ... for the time being i just call "she" la ... haha ... if i m wrong correct me then ... anyway she asked me a very good question in my tag board ... "how did u pass ur sec 4 life ar" ... erm the question is so good that i have never thought abt it before ... like i said if u ask me this question u will probably ask the wrong person coz i m like slacking all the way and just wait for the exam to come "naturally" ... but since she has asked this question ... i have to think abt it very carefully ... erm every teacher will say "sec 4 life is very hard and ur have to prepare for it" ... ya its true to certain extent ... but if u know urself well ... know ur study style well ... u will still have time to do other things and have a enjoyable sec 4 life ...
actually last year when i was in sec 4 , i planned to start my overall revision from march .... but due to the unsolved problem i had --lazy , the time was delayed to june holiday ... then to august ... until 2 or 3 weeks before prelims i realised that its time to study before getting too late ... so i started my revision wif peiling and ivan they all ... after that ... o levels ... HOWEVER , i m not saying that i only started my study before prelims ... i think i could say that i study all the necessary information everyday ... the most important thing is paying full attention in class ... try to understand all the stuffs the teachers taught on the spot ... and MORE IMPORTANTLY do homework ... although i did not do any extra work like ten year series , i did almost all my homework ... i think this is the basic and also good enough for me ... knowing ur study style is also important ... i know i m not the type who can sit down and study for 5 or 6 hrs non stop ... but when i study , i will put my full attention on it ... did not distract by anything ... then i could study for 1 hr plus ...good enough ... and its very effective to me la ... study partners r also important ... like someone said... if u could go out wif someone everyday ... why cant ur sit down and study ? IF u wan to play or do something ... just go ahead , don force urself and wait until after o levels ... but remember at the end of the day study is still ur first task ... u can play ... but dont go beyond the limits ... i think thats all ... i m quite lucky to survive in sec 4 ... and i think i sound like a teacher in the whole entry ... people can read until fall into sleep ... isn't it ? haha
PS: hey my frens i have changed my hp no . 98890632 ... but don anyhow spread my no ok ? haha thanks :)

counted snowflakes at 7:31 PM

Saturday, March 25, 2006

i feel super super tired now ... the 3 and half hours of physics make up lecture really killed me ... normally on every sat night i will be very energetic ... this is the only time i could do whatever i wan to do ... so normally i will stay up until 3 or 4 am the next morning ... serve internet ... play xbox ... or just sit in front of the television and doing nothing ... i think its the best time for me ... no one would disturb me ... and the whole world seems so quiet ... i could immerse into my own world which no one could enter ... its also the time when i can actually relax myself and see what i have done over the whole week ... sometimes i found that my brain works very clearly in the midnight ... not in study ... but in some thinking ... i will recall something that i may totally forget and will also realise something that i did wrongly ... MORE IMPORTANTLY in the whole process , i dont need to talk at all ... i need not to say a single word ... and that is me ... many ppl said i m very active and also talkative ... always talk craps and saying lame jokes ... however , i don really like to talk ... instead i will prefer thinking ... why ? coz the things u talk normally come from ur brain ... but the things u think r coming from u heart ... although it sounds a bit weird ... maybe i m weird ... but i think the things came out from ur mouth may not be what u thought ... before u say anything , u will think abt it ... whether its convenient to say ... should i put in a nicer way ... will my words have effects on somebody ... these thoughts r good ... but sometimes ppl will decide to say something that is not true or not so nice due to some unstated reasons ... thats where the rumours , gossip and secrets take place ... ppl 's talking become very worthless ... but the very first thing comes into ur mind is ur true feelings ... just like u will feel the pain when someone hit u ... but after that u decide to change it and rephrase it ... and it becomes ur words ... maybe i m wrong ... but who knows ... i also did the same thing ... sometimes i will be cheated and myself also ... coz i will keep telling myself the thing which is not true but i have said it to ppl ... so after sometimes it will become true ... thats very tragic ... ok i think enough of nonsense ... lets get back to my topic ... so i will try to think things very carefully ... do not be affected by any factors ... i will be able to find out my true feelings ... so lets enjoy the night .
sorry to all my frens , i think u wil be very confused after reading my entry ... maybe think i m kinda "xiao" person ... i also don understand what am i writing ... don really understand myself ... BUT ... who really understand themselves well ? :)

counted snowflakes at 10:30 PM

Tuesday, March 21, 2006

First thing i wanted to say ... i get a post in my class committee ... actually its a subject rep ... guess what is it ... erm ... i m now the GP rep in CT 27 !!!!! GENERAL PAPER leh ... haha ... first time in my life i m being a rep of english subject ... i was once a maths rep and a chinese rep , being a physics rep for more that 4 yrs ... but never ever be a english rep ... i think probably i m one of the weakest in english in my class ( from the language i used can tell ) , but i m willing to take up the challenge ... i wan to see how much i can do even in GP ... and i will try my best to prove that i could do it ... ya ... one more thing is i think CT 27 is quite a good class ... ppl there r very friendly and i could get along wif them easily ... although i did not know all the ppl in my class by now ... i will try my best to interect with them ... don forget i m very strong in it ... haha

counted snowflakes at 9:31 PM

Sunday, March 19, 2006

last day of march holiday ... tomolo will be my first day of so called offical jc life ... the wonderful two months in SAJC has past ... the one week holidays r coming to the end ... from tomolo onwards i will be one my jc route and start to prepare for "A" levels ... what does this mean ? it means i have to study ready ... after the posting results , i did not touch my notes at all ... actually during PAE in SA , i did not really put in effort in study ... slacking everyday and did not bother to do tutorial ... BUT i have to change totally from tomolo onwards ... the mid year examination is at july at i only have 3 months to prepare for it ... after that is promotes ... then soon will be j2 ... things will be going through very very fast , so if i do not start now ... everything will be too late soon after ... i m ok very pioneer junior college ... but frankly speaking , i need time to "love" this jc ... i hope i will not take very long ... i m also looking forward to see my CT 27 ... i will probably spend my two years of jc life with this class ... ya hope i could mix with them soon ... so to everyone , good luck for tomolo

counted snowflakes at 9:17 PM

Wednesday, March 15, 2006

its school holiday now ... actually it has no difference comparing to my first two months ... just no need to go school ... so i shpuld put everything aside and enjoy my holiday ... stopping thinking abt the appealing (which i still can stop until now ) and all the other things and have a hoiday mood ... thats what i did for last few days ... Thus have mood to study ... and no mood to update my blog also ... haha
on monday we had a "small" CG outing ... why small ? coz only 6 ppl attend ... and joy left even before the outing started ... so actually onli 5 ... erm it seemed jerome ' s influence in our CG is not big enough ... haha joking ... indeed we had a good dinner in marina square ... but i forgot abt the restaurant name ... it is beside the svensson ... anyway not important ... jerome me noelle ferlin and dexter just chat and crap all the way ... really like to hang out with them ... we the best CG ! haha (i have said for "N" times)
tuesday i had basketball training at queenstown secondary school ... this was the first training for pj basketball team after JAE ... we had a match with the queensway sec--third in south zone inter school competition , well organised and well trained ... but in the end we won by two points ... 70-68 ... thats very good ... coz we don even know each other well before the match and there was no coach ... and i could say some star players in our team led us to win , with their personal skills .
today went to K box with yong hui marilyn and two more marilyn's frens ... pin hua and jing yi ... they all in SA now ... we wnt to suntec k box and took the holiday package ... marilyn did not have her best today ... always can not hit the highest pitch and in the end " shao xia" the same situation goes to yong hui ... he took damn long to open his voice and before that its like so terrible ... haha .. especially when they teo sing together ... they could went off key for the whole song ... haha ... but after the three girls left at 6 plus ... yong hui opened his voice the performed better ... for the other two girls ... erm... like yong hui said ... two more "monica" u know what i mean ... and for me ... as normal lor ... but felt better when i sang "ling" , as compared to last tome ... and challenge those super high songs like "feng" and "ai cuo".
still got four more days to enjoy ... must make full use of them ... everyone pls don talk to me anything ralated to study now ... LETS ENJOY THE HOLIDAYS !!!!!

counted snowflakes at 11:59 PM

Sunday, March 12, 2006

my beloved OG7

still remember the pot luck dinner ?

cheryl vick raymond and captain

my gang member 1 : windriani

member 2 : monica

member 3 :yong hui

needless to say...the pic tells everything

last day for CG 22

CG22 gangsters wif the big boss

wif the super sporty girl ' noelle :)

wif aakriti and joy in civics

wif the soprano in our class , ferlin

wif our ass class rep Ping

wif our most responsible class rep Chhay

wif the basketball superstar : Esmond

wif liverpool left wing NO. 3 --casper

wif the first fren i knew in CG22 , eric

wif my gay partner jerome

CG22 wif Miss Ong

CG22 wif Miss Ho

CG22 wif Mr Ho

counted snowflakes at 10:50 AM

my frens , ur should know what does the title mean ... my appeal was unsucessful and my SA dream has ended ... ya definitely ... i have no way but put a full stop to my short SA life ... Before that i always told my frens i will be perfectly fine if i couldnt appeal back to SA , coz i knew there r a lot a lot of ppl appealing , the chance for me to gp back to SA was very slim ... i just wanted to try my luck and seek for the chance ... BUT when i got the results for my appealing for the SA office stuff ... i was dame sad ... i cant imagine how do i spend my two yrs of jc life in pjc ... i m not saying pj is not good ... in fact pioneer is quite good in certain area ... but my heart is with SA ... HOW could i enjoy my pjc life ... everybody came and console me after they knowing the results ... yes i m very appreciated of that ... i have already tried to hide my sadness and don wan to affect my frens ... but sometime i just can not turn my mood back ... the reality is really hurt ... and its time to wake up from my dream ... this time ... i really have to say "bye bye".
BYE OG7 , the best og in my heart ... BYE CG22 , the most united class i ever had ... i think i will never had the luck to have such a good OG and CG ... its so great to know all of u ... ur delighted my insignificant life ... u rawks ! BYE chinese society ... although i onli spent one month wif u ... i could say that i love cs ... really enjoy to take part in the drama ... and all the seniors there r very easy to get along wif ... this is the first chinese society i have joined in and it will going to be the last also ... i will not join cs in anywhere for my rest of the life ... because i will forever regard me as a SAJC cs member ...BYE vickland , kenneth and annabelle , u r the best OGLs ... sorry i cant become ur junior... but good luck for ur A levels this year ... thanks mrs Lee , ms Ho , ms Ong and mr Ho ... u r all very very good teachers ... i have learnt a lot from ur over the two months .... thank you ... BYE BYE SAJC ... bye bye my dear saints ... bye bye my meaningful SA life ... i have to move to the next chapter of my life ... but i could say this two months will be one of my most memorable time in my entire life ... LAST BUT NOT LEAST ... i still want to say the two words to all the SA ppl
THANK YOU

counted snowflakes at 2:34 AM

Thursday, March 09, 2006

THUISDAY already ... the appealing time has passed ... but i still haven received a call from SAJC ... sometimes i just looked at my handphone and hoped someone can call me and tell me that my appeal has approved ... but it doesn't happen ... i know the chance has become slimmer and slimmer ... i think tomolo is my last chance to get back to SA ... I will know whether i will become a saint or a pioneer in the next two yrs ... last chance ... i m very anxious now ... anyway tomolo i will be going back to SA to check my appealing results ... if i could not appeal back (touch wood ) , it maybe my last time to go back ... as a saint ... and i will say "bye bye" to all my SA frens ... AND more importantly ... this two months in SAJC will certainly be my most precious memories ... i will remember it forever and ever

counted snowflakes at 10:34 PM

Monday, March 06, 2006

i kept asking one question to myself just now ... should i update my blog ? coz i really have nothing to comment abt my my first day of orientation in pioneer jc ... but i looked through others blogs .. most of them have updated them entries ... so i just do a short but maybe not a sweat one ... just for the sake to update ...
i really really have nothin to comment abt the first day of orientation ... ok today i went to pj with a group of chr ppl ... took 187 (i think so) to a place near the junior college ... then we walked for abt 15 mins to pj ... and its like damn far away lo ... so after the introduction we had subject talk ... followed by school tour etc ... after that we learnt a orientation song -- perfect strenger ... coz it was done by the pjc students so i could say the song is quite nice ... this is the onli session that i enjoyed today ... after that we learnt a house cheer then dismissed ... sorry for my frens who cared abt my first day in pj ... i don wan to go into details ... nothing to say ...
i would rather say something abt the soccer game ... i arvind leonard henry and samuel went to play street soccer at marsiling there this afternoon .. and we played pretty well today ... i scored a hat-trick in a game and assisted arvind for five or six times ... and leonard played very well at the end of the game ... great to play soccer wif u guys again ... keep in contact ok ? remember we r still nexus ... forever nexus
LAST BUT ONT LEAST i just wan to say

ONCE A SAINT

ALWAYS A SAINT

I MISS U ... SA

counted snowflakes at 10:14 PM

Saturday, March 04, 2006

yes this is the words that i want to say to all my frens over this few days ... i am very grateful to whatever thing ur have done to me .... thank you ..... the posting results was out yesterday ... there was no miracle ... i was posted into pioneer junior college ... i had to face the reality from the minute onwards ... and the first thing i did was go to the general office and got an appealing form the stuff ... ferlin and joy also also got the form once they saw the posting results ... ya after that we(06s22) took a lot of photos in the classroom as well as in the study area at 2nd level ... i took with almost everybody ..... and did some cool and funny and stupid posts ... sad or happy ? i don know ... maybe both ... many of them hoped i could appeal back to SA ... jerome' hanzong' ferlin' aakriti and many many ... thanks everybody... here i wan to specially mentioned abt one person ... noelle ... ya although we onli knew each other better in this few days due to the science project but i think that we were very good frens ready ... after she knew i was posted into pj on thurs ... she kept saying "u must appeal " "u must come back" ... ya noelle , thank you very much for ur words ... i will try my best to appeal back and hope we still have the chance to burn "X" jc uniform ... haha ... friday was the last say for 06s22 ... but i m sure our friendship will last forever ... no matter where we go ... o6s22 ROCK!!!
I did all the necessary stuffs for appealing on friday together wif georgina ... went back to my secondary school to get my testimonia from my form teacher ms Uma ... along the way i found out lile and junjie were posted into pj also ... more and more chr ppl ... asked mon and ah hui to help me wif the appealing letter ... then rushed back to SA to seek for help from my civics tuitor and cca teacher ... and finally handed in my appealing form wif my results slip and appealing letter ... by the time i handed in was around 3 30 pm and i was the 252th ... high demand ... there will sure be a huge surplus ... hope i can get in ... really
PS: today went for so called OG outing ... 9 ppl turned up ... but nvm coz Linda came ... haha ... it was her first og outing ... we went to newton food centre to eat lunch , i ordered duck kuai tew ... as usual ... we saw wong qing hai eating in the food centre also , he looks older than in the television ... after lunch linda went for an appointment , lyly and shioks also going off ... windri wanted to attend the career fair so mon chanel adi raymond ans i just followed her to suntec ... hanging around at suntec and almost did nothin ... in the end we went to lucky plaza to play pool ... again ... andreas joined us ... taught chanel how to play pool ... quite fun ... after pool they went to catch a movie and windri and me went home ... must be a good boy/girl ma ... haha ... ya i think thats all for today ... good luck to all the appealing ppl and all the best

counted snowflakes at 9:14 PM

Thursday, March 02, 2006

ya i was stress over the posting results for the past few days .... and yesterday i received a BIG news ... windri called me and said that the posting results were out ! two days before the offical date .... they accidently put the link on the website .... yes i got checked and i was posted into PIONEER JC science... although i told almost everybody that i only have 50% of the chance to be posted into SA , i was still shocked by the fact ... yes like i told mon ... i was a bit sad and a bit disappoited ... pioneer jc is my sixth choice ! haiz ... i have nothing to say ... georgina also got into pineer jc science but she seemed quite happy with that ... coz pj is her initial choice ... but for me is different ... i was very bonded to SA ... i like the school , like OG7 , like CG22 , like the all the frens i met there .... i don want to leave SA at all ! ... but ... haiz ... cheryl did told me that the results may not be true coz someone called MOE and they said they were just testing their system ... but i still believed that the results r TRUE ... they wont anyhow put the posting results and testing ... rite ? wait for tomolo to see my offical posting results and hope that qi ji will happen... but i don want to wait here and doing nothing ... i will DEFINATLY APPEAL ... thats the only thing i can do now ... ya i was very grateful for my frens who showed their concern once they know my results .... they all consloed me and asked me to go for appealing ... thanks cheryl' mon' windri' vickland' as well as noelle ... and all the other frens ... thank u for u efforts and i will try my best to apeal ... for PJ ... i do not have any bad impression to there ... neither good impression ... anyway i will be going there for at least one week ... so lets see how lor
PS: today we went for our very first (maybe the last also ?) cg outing ... and to do that all of us poned our H1 lessons ... haha so bad ... we went to toa payoh and ate our lunch at long john .... after eating we were just sitting inside and talking nonsense .... then we went out to play some games (for more details of what we did ... pls refer to jerome blog ... i think :) .... very fun .... most of us enjoyed in it ... hope we could have more chance to go out wif them ... guys i m very great to know all of u ... u r all very good frens and working partners ... stay happy always ... and 06S22 ROCK !!!

counted snowflakes at 7:00 PM