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2011-03-22T05:27:00.001+08:00

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2010-08-14T01:34:00.001+08:00

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Blue Blie

2010-07-03T23:44:00.002+08:00

This is not a summer for the Blues.
The Blue France and Italy went home after 3 group matches.
The Blue underdogs Japan and Slovenia didnt went far .
The rare Blue Brazil lost to the Orange
and now , the Blue striped Argentina is on the losing end in this 4-0 match.
What happened to the Blue ?
In Germany 2006, the Blue France and Italy made it to the Final
and Canavarro Lifted up the Remit Cup wearing their Blue Jersey.
and now, he probably sitted in a pub and watch the exciting quarter final

It is also a Blue summer for the superstars.
Ribery is gone , Kaka is gone , C.Ron is also gone, with many problem to come
and now, attention, Messi is coming home.
Big names showed that they are no so big in front of the bigger name, World Cup.
Big team is the key to the final match.
Look at Germany, there is no superstar in the team, but a star team.
Look at Spain, although the whole team are superstars, but nobody treat themselves as the special one of the team.
for those who think they are special, like the boxer in England, goodbye to you.

It is a summer for the passionate, preserve and most importantly, young.
When Thomas Muller is being subed today, i just realized that No. 13 belonged to their captain, or the ex-captian Ballack.
All i can say is , thanks to Ballck, or actually thanks to Prince Boateng , Youngsters like Ozil and Muller have their chances to shine.has
and Prince Boateng had an impressive performance in the World Cup, along with Gyan and Annan. Otherwise Ghana wont come to this far with the absence of Essien. Sadly, Luis Suarez stopped them from going into the semis. His teamate Van der Well played well for Holland. All these youngsters and not so youngsters will set to shine after this World Cup.
as for the old folks, especially Italy, although i still love you, but old is old, your time has passed. Pls take the positions for Quagliarellas.

It is a World Cup for 4-5-1. A few years ago when benitez started to use 4-5-1 in Liverpool, so many ppl scolded him for such defensive approach. and now, not to mention the weaker teams, Brazil and Germany and Italy and France and Holland and many many use 4-5-1 in World Cup, Spain is also a fake 4-4-2. Even Mouriniho bring Inter Milan to glory with 4-5-1. Everyone in the world fancy the defensive approach, except the fans. My friend said he wants Argentina to win the quarters, at least it shows that attacking football is still the way, but sorry, 4-5-1 Germany is through to the semis.

9 more days to go, oh my liver !!!

PS: Melo, luckily u are a Juventus player, which makes me feel so much better. and, pls be carefull when u go back to Brazil. Bless you.

之二下

2010-05-30T02:10:00.002+08:00

泡沫绿茶

第二次（下）

我用拿着红茶的手推开教室门。那不到一秒钟的接触让我瞬间感觉到仿佛时光飞逝，如同坐在时光机上看到时间穿梭一般。当然，小叮当牌，品质保证。然后红茶因为从冰柜拿出来接触到热空气，在表面结成一层水珠。在红茶碰触到门把手时水珠借着门把带来的阻力顺着地心引力的方向向下坠落。这让我想到好几年前，就是当我们每个人都满怀梦想的那个时候，我与朋友经常坐在一起讨论造福人类之法，其实说白了就是发财之道。我们就曾经提到冰的饮料瓶总有水珠挂在外面，不管拿在手里还是放在包里都很麻烦。如果可以发明一种不会有水珠的瓶子，那，对人类造多少福就不一定，不过，一定赚翻了。不过当时倒没有去仔细研究用什么样的材料比较省钱啦，怎样生产啦这些实际的问题，如果能想到的话啊我要待在这里干嘛呢？所以喽，没有生意头脑就是没有生意头脑，强求不来的。因为我到教室的时间已经满晚了，教室里只剩下两个座位。不过幸运的是上个礼拜同样的位子还奇迹般的空着，一回生二回熟的道理虽然在这里不太实用，不过选个位子坐哪需要那么多的道理，有就坐嘛。当我快要到达目的地的时候突然发现原来坐在角落位置的还是上个礼拜的那个女生，我花了几秒钟来确认，在扫视了教室一圈之后发现确实是她，因为其他的女生可以忽略不计。有人可能会说这样说对女生很不公平，很不道德，但是有时候这只是说话做事的一种习惯，并没有带着任何的感情色彩。所以坏人说的话不都是坏话，好人也不是每天都说好话，那些合起来也就是话，没有任何实质意义。只是都会被听者扭曲了说者的意思，搞的误会一片，然后解释起来又要大费口舌。那如果最后相信了解释的话有时为了什么？都是同一张嘴里面吐出来的话，外人怎知真假。所以别人说话就听着，别添加自己的想法，舒服简单多了。如果周瑜明白这个道理的话还有什么气可生的啊，只是，这世界又有多少周公瑾能明白这个道理啊。
所以当我确定是那位相对秀色可餐的女生之后心里小小的雀跃了一下。她今天穿着一件灰白相间的帽T，里面还是搭配着一件白色的T恤。她似乎很喜欢灰白色的搭配，平静而低调，散发着淡淡的吸引力。再走近看，她穿着一件卡其色的短裤，外加一双深棕色的卡通鞋。这还是小女生的可爱打扮，这说明她内心还是有温柔委婉的一面，并不像上半身那样低调的坚强。她今天把刘海梳上来，露出了额头，还配上了一个鲜黄色的发箍，这算是她全身上下最色彩明亮的地方了，算是完美的点缀。总的来说，赏心悦目啦。当我走到座位上的时候，她下意识的转头看了我一眼，然后又转了回去，这是正常人的正常反应，不带有任何的感情色彩。因为有一课之缘，所以我基于礼貌的向她微笑了一下。这种对于不熟但是认的出脸的不算朋友但也不是陌生人的人打招呼的方式可是大有研究，不能太热情也不能漠视，因为凡事都不能说死，说不定以后能变朋友，可是也不能一味带着希望，所以微笑算是最安全也最恰当的一种打招呼的方式。她并没有回以一个微笑，因为真的没有还没有熟到可以打招呼的地步，她只是左手扶了一下眼镜，继续她的放空行动。我坐下来，把我的饮料放在桌角，然后看到那个女生的桌子上还是放着一瓶泡沫绿茶，好像只喝了一两口。她的喜好品味还满长情的，这一点跟我一样，是个长情念旧的家伙，用过的东西都舍不得丢，搞得满屋宝贝或者说满屋垃圾。然后，就是上课，然后下课。下课铃一响，她还是迅速的收好一应物品站了起来，我把椅子向前移了移让她通过，她在经过我背后的时候轻声说了声谢谢，声音依然是属于甜美挂的，这让我的心情愉快了不少，至少以后对于这堂课有了些许的期待，泡沫绿茶妹，下个礼拜见咯。

to be continued...

大国际时代

2010-05-26T21:06:00.002+08:00

总觉得应该来的再戏剧化一点。
终场的一声哨响，无可挑剔的2-0，国际米兰再次站上了欧洲之巅。
45年的守望。
年年的希望，年年的失望。
当黑洞成为标志，当软弱成为习惯，还有多少人能坚定不移地守护着脆弱的蓝黑之心？
而当封冠之夜，又有多少人喜极而泣，彻夜不眠？
还清楚的记得第一次听到国际米兰的名字是1997年那个外星人创记录的转会。从那之后到今天的13年间，心就从未离开。无论经历多少次的失望，唯一不变的是拥有希望。
2002年的最后一轮，国米倒在了终点线前，我记得那是我最难过的一次。从那以后，竟然开始慢慢习惯了失败。当这个赛季史无前例的三冠王之后竟也异常的平静。这一路来的经历会让每个国米球迷变得坚强。
罗纳尔多走了，维埃里还在，维埃里老了，阿德里亚诺成长了，阿德迷失了，伊布正值巅峰。而他们没有一个人能让国米摆脱软弱的印象。就算是最成功的伊布也在欧冠中碌碌无为。而当伊布离开了，米利托成为桥头堡之后，国米终于站上了欧洲之巅。这个史上名气最小的蓝黑当家前锋带领着国米走向辉煌。更正确地说是因为众志成城，国米的战士不再一个人孤独的战斗。塞萨尔，麦孔，卢西奥，萨穆埃尔，齐沃，坎比亚索，莫塔，斯坦科维奇，斯内德，潘德夫，埃托奥，米利托，巴洛特利，队长扎内蒂，每一个人都冠军的坚强基石，当然，穆里尼奥，这个神奇的名字，成就了他们，让他们站上领奖台。
无论未来怎样，大国际时代再次开启。
有这么一个人，继承父业，27年如一日，不计回报的付出，在风风雨雨中屹立不摇，国米之父莫拉蒂，终于重塑父亲过往的辉煌，开启一个全新的时代。
有这么一个人，1995年来到意大利，从无名小卒晋升蓝黑队长，十几年来默默地带领国米在逆境中奋斗，铁打的队长流水的兵，在经历了无数次的失败后终于骄傲的举起了大耳朵杯。铁人队长扎内蒂，功成名就，步入史册。
有这么一个人，猖狂张扬，倨傲不逊，但就是与众不同，神奇无比。穆里尼奥用三年的时间率领蓝黑军团站上巅峰。现在狂人已经开启人生的下一个阶段，期待他在伯纳乌继续辉煌。
有这么一个人，身上流淌着蓝黑之血，对于国际米兰疯狂的着迷，无论怎样历经转变，我，蓝黑之魂不变，我，将与国米永共呼吸。

大国米时代开启

2010-05-23T04:46:00.001+08:00

F.C.INTERNATIONAL

WE ARE THE CHAMPION !!!!!!

2010-04-18T23:34:00.002+08:00

泡沫绿茶
第二次

每次来学校的路上我都在想，为什么这世界上总有那么多人在赶时间，为什么总有那么多人挤在地铁巴士站，为什么在人赶时间的时候总有那么多人在等车。好不容易塞进车厢里，总难免要与众多陌生人背靠背屁股贴屁股的亲密接触。如果四周要都是美女的话就勉强接受，但公车站鱼龙混杂，站在身边的人存在着太多的随机性，就算故意站在美女旁边也免不了上车的时候有第很多者介入。有鉴于此，挤公车是一个蛮不享受的过程。这么不舒服的跟一群人挤在一起就算了，背后的几只脚总要试图为自己的主人争取多一点生存空间。然后膝盖啦，手肘啦纷纷加入战局，不久就会演变成一场混战。厮杀过后，大家还是挤在一起，何苦呢。这还不是最惨的，最惨的是在赶时间的时候被堵在路上。就算是事情已经的火烧屁股了也无能为力，那个时候就知道干着急是什么感觉。所以每次搭车来学校的时候肝火指数总在飙升，高到爆血管。现代城市的人肝指数偏高可能很大部分是这个原因。

好不容易赶在时间之内抵达学校，还有时间去买一瓶饮料。顺手抓了一瓶红茶就往教室赶，很幸运的搭到那一部快的电梯，然后不知道很幸运还是不幸的在电梯里看到我们班的老师。虽然还不是很熟，但也算是有脸熟。虽然跟老师同时进教室不算迟到，但是跟在老师的脚后面进教室总不是太好。所以电梯门一开我就尽量低调的往外冲。过程中总难免跟别人有轻微的碰撞，但因为赶时间，也没办法了。人就是这样，当别人轻微撞到你的时候就会立刻火冒三丈怒目以对，但当自己撞到别人的时候总会找一万个理由来合理化自己的行为。别人总有错但自己总有理由推托，以自我为中心果然是现在人类最大的共同点。好不容易赶在老师之前到了教室门口，再稍微为自己庆祝行动成功后推开了教室门。

to be continued...

之二

2010-03-28T03:47:00.012+08:00

泡沫绿茶

第一次

当我推开教室门的时候，一阵冷风顺着门打开的轨道涌出来。其实如果从冷气房打开门走出来的时候，也会有一阵热风沿着同样的轨道滑出来。所以在门开的那一刹那，到底是冷风丛里面跑出来还是热风从外面跑进去？还是两者同时发生？到底是这个过程怎样发生的呢？一上一下还是一左一右？you know，it's physics. 其实我对这些问题的答案倒不是很感兴趣，如果全世界的问题都有解答的话那学校存在的意义是什么？当然学校的功能远不止这么简单，而且学校也显然不可能解答所有的问题，这就是我们上学的理由，找机会问倒老师。好吧，也许这样的想法不是每个人都有，可是当你有这样的机会，不要放过，因为那种感觉只能用爽来形容。当然，爽了之后要防止打击报复之类的。打开教室门发现里面差不多已经坐满了。当然了，新学期的第一天吗，总要给老师留下一个好印象，一个月以后再来的话，会以为走错房间。我关上门，然后突然忘记我是用那一只手推的门。当然左右在很多时候都不重要，比如用哪一只手推门，那只是习惯。不过有些时候左右非常重要，比如如果你是一个国家的领袖，在出访友国时为了表示友好就送两台朝豪华的汽车，这礼物珍贵归珍贵，可是如果连左驾还是右驾都搞不清楚就送车，结果人家国家是右驾可是你送的是豪华左驾车，弄得人家开也不是，不开也不是，最后还不是让自己丢脸。所以左右还是要时时搞清楚，以防万一吗。
因为教室已经快被坐满了，所以找一个好位子坐下便成了一个难题。找位坐虽然看起来简单，可是大有学问，因为坐在你旁边的人很重要。不能太惹人注目，以免老师整节课的目光都在你周围。也不能太心不在焉，以免被老师盯上又被围剿。可是第一堂课又很难知道坐在同一个教室里的是怎样的人，所以多数都要靠做人处事最重要的一种技能，第六感。不过经过实战经验，并不是很准。快速并且不带任何感情的扫视了一圈教室，发现左前方房间后面的角落的旁边的一个位子空着。隔壁也就是最角落的位子坐着一个女生，确切地说趴着一位女生。她趴在课本上面脸朝墙壁在休息，是属于安全的隔壁的范围。我尽量不引人注目的挤过去，本想礼貌性的问一下有没有人做。可是那位同学很可能已经沉浸在梦乡，不好意思去打扰她，就径自坐了下来。因为老师还没有来，闲来没事就做些有意义的事情，比如观察观察旁边的女生。她穿着灰色的绒毛外套，隐约透漏出里面白色的上衣。深色的牛仔裤配搭看不出是什么颜色的浅色鞋子。还有她桌子的右上角也摆着一瓶泡沫绿茶，这让我莫名的倍感亲切。正当我要继续观察的时候，老师走了进来。要上课了。上课的内容也不在讨论范围，因为听到题目就已经有几个人睡着了，不用说将上课的内容了。不过从老师进来的那一刻我旁边的女生就起来准备上课。因为不认识，不可能正眼直视，不过还是在几次装作不经意的偷瞄到她的侧脸还蛮清秀，不过被一缕一缕的头发挡住大半个脸，长发随意的绑起马尾，不过眼镜倒满符合他的气质，至少是外露的气质。她是不是那种外貌一百内心零蛋的还不得而知，至少她给人的感觉不坏。

一堂课的时间很快就过去了，在离开的时候本想跟她做个友好的告别，毕竟坐在一起一堂课也是一种缘分。不过她不知道什么时候已经收拾妥当，起身准备离开。但毕竟因为我横在她的面前让她很难前进，所以他讲了一句：“不好意思，借过。”声音还不错，符合甜姐儿的范畴。短暂的对视并没有让我成功的记住她的脸，但至少没有失望，应该还不错。然后，她就随着一阵热风的涌入消失了。我在想他在开门的时候会不会像我一样想到冷空气热空气这样不了的问题？我想智商正常的人应该不会吧，只有智商超群的才有机会。所以，下课喽，还等什么，开点冲出教室，该干什么干点什么去。

to be continued...

泡沫绿茶

2010-03-25T02:00:00.005+08:00

泡沫绿茶

起

“十二点五十五，刚刚好。”我放下手机，得意于自己对于时间的完美掌控，稍微扬起的嘴角在努力的抢着镜头。我的大学人生哲理，不要迟到，但也不要早到。与其在教室里枯坐放空，不如做点有意义的事，比如排队买一瓶泡沫绿茶。好吧，也许有人觉得这样更无聊，但人生本来不就是这样吗，在无聊中找些有聊，你的无聊不等于我的无聊，我的有聊也不是你的有聊。总之无论是无聊的有聊还是有聊的无聊，当我又手里的冰绿茶开始滴水的时候，电梯终于到了。

这座教学大楼充斥着各式各样的设施，左手边是西餐厅，隔壁就是诊所。很显然这样巧妙的设计是经过精心安排的，不仅互惠互利，还能提高效率。这和赌场对面建辅导所是一样的道理。当然，和赌场一样，西餐厅里面天天挤满了人。不过介绍这些设施的目的不是为了揭露隐藏在校园里的阴暗面，很显然那要浪费太多的篇幅。我要说的是其实我们的教学楼配备还蛮齐全和先进的，诊所对面甚至还有警卫室。只是据我观察，警卫室里的警卫最大的能力范围就是保卫这座警卫室。任何发生在警卫室外面的事情恐怕就不是他能力所能干预的。我想如果我是小偷，当我从这里逃走的时候还得跑慢一点，以防一回头发现警卫伯伯西藏病暴发不支倒地，还要叫救护车作人工呼吸之类的。当然，我讲的是有运动家精神的小偷，而且还要确认警卫伯伯是醒着的，这相当不容易遇到。要看小偷们的运气好不好。
其实设身处地的为这些小偷着想，他们可以完全不必等到夜深人静时才行动，大学校园有夜深，可是永远不会有人静的时候。如果半夜作案时看到人影闪过或是听到奇怪的声音，千万不要慌张，大方的经过就好，他们会当作没有看到你的。不过如果长期远离校园生活，以为大学生是一个纯朴的群体的小偷可能冷不防被吓出个病来，还要花光辛苦偷来的家当，多么不值得。其实大学在光天化日之下不仅能随意出入，还很安全。不用担心周围的学生们，就算你们同乘一部电梯，根据当下大学生的特色，他们会把你完全当空气。对了，我要讲的就是电梯。这座大楼一共九层，配有三部电梯。可是很奇怪的是只有一部可以从一楼逐层升到顶楼，其余两部电梯只停三五八楼。这是为了要响应全民运动的措施？这直接导致了那部正常的电梯门口常年人口面积过大，其中还以女性和女性家属居多。没办法，虽然我的教室在四楼，还是要搭到五楼再走楼梯。其实如果要达到锻炼的效果可以完全搭到三楼再走上来，但作为思想先进的大学生，在经过了缜密的思考和计算之后，还是做了第二烂也就是最好的选择。也许这样的选择对于一个小学生来说无比容易，但是做为大学生，除了会打扮花钱之外还要与众不同，要把一切简单的东西复杂化，来显示自己学术的高深莫测。这就是为什么小学一年级在学1+1=2 而大学四年级还在学1+1为什么=2。而这其中唬烂的佼佼者便成为了日后的Prof***or。不过就算大众了解的再多，还是勇往直前挤破头也要挤进大学，一年就这一年，一代接着一代，前赴后继，永不退缩，我也不能免俗的成为其中一员。就好像今天经过一连串不切实际的联想，还是准时站在了教室的门外。大学生活咯。

to be continued...

touched

2010-03-24T23:26:00.005+08:00

havent been touched for a very long time

it is not which part of this movie that touched me

it just flows quietly , slowly, and into my heart

remind me that deep inside my heart,

i still can be very 热血。

so, lets move on !

i m so proud of your guys

2010-01-25T04:51:00.003+08:00

S --

O --

F -- Female. every team knows how important the female players are to the team. they are the

deciding fact for IHG. I am very proud to say that, Sheares softball girls are the strongest. they

are THE winning fact!

T -- Teamwork. In fact, this is one the most important facts for team sports

B --

A --

L --

L --

when i look at the date this entry, 25th Jan, a few days after IHG softball, i wanted to dedicate this post to my lovely softball team. think i was having some difficulties finding the correct words to put in , and i reopened this post many times , and still couldn't finish it . So, i stuck for exactly two months ! During this two months, thousands of thoughts has gone through my mind, and , gone, forever. anyway, think it abt the time to get back on track. Sometimes imperfection makes life perfect, so why not just post it ? maybe one day i would be able to complete it, one day.

zachary.coco.johnson

24th.March.2010

semis, here we come

2010-01-17T23:07:00.002+08:00

here is a very complicated question: if u have two chances in ur life, u caught the first chance, and will u catch the second one if it appears again ?
another version of this question: if u know u are going to have a second chance, will you cherish the first chance ? how much will u cherish ?
it seems so hard to make sense of this question, but it is like happening everywhere in our lives, thanks to the massive television broadcasting. so maybe soon everyone will start to believe that they will have a second chance for everything, for the goods and the bads. slowly, we will not feel regretable for all our mistakes, for all the things that went wrong, and if we forget whats the feeling to be regretable, how do we possibly cherish something ?
anyway, this is not what i intend to write abt, but since it is kind of making sense, so just let it be, just as all the rest of the posts.

since when i can easily say "i can do softball at any cost ?" ? i cant remember . but one thing i can remember, i said it with my heart crossed, and i m proud that i said that, with my heart crossed again.

traped

2010-01-11T00:25:00.002+08:00

My Life

and i am the one left behind

and stuck

f o r e v e r

"心中有笼就有笼, 心中无笼便无笼"

但是, 如果无心呢?

shit you !

2010-01-04T01:35:00.002+08:00

总觉得说如果扮演好自己的角色, 人生总是会精彩一点. 不管别人在我的人生里面占据怎样的位置, 都只是我人生中的临时演员. 不过, 这样说好自私噢. 除非这辈子可以完完全全的为自己而活, 别人终归是别人
我, 好像做不到.
当别人在我的剧场扮演角色的同时, 我也同时在别人的人生中占据位置, 可能别人不在乎, 但是我很在乎.
这个世界, 说到底就是由人组成的. 如果不和人打交道, 如何解释我们存在的意义? 你和我, 我和他, 他和她, 组成了这个世界.
这个世界的好与坏, 取决于你, 取决于我, 取决于每一个人.
所以, 如果"这个世界还不算太坏, 我们还可以为了什么人做些什么"的话,
改变自己, 才可以改变世界.
还有很重要的, 电视台的预告都是骗人的.

没有什么, 只是, 心闷

end of 2009

2009-12-31T23:21:00.002+08:00

think i should write something
it has been a while since i write anything due to the ultimate laziness
well it is the last day of year and i am pretty free, why not write, i mean type.
2009 has been a special year for everyone with us, coz there will not another 2009 again. well this may be pure crap, but if u think carefully, u will notice, it is indeed pure crap.
it is very hard to summerise one whole year into a word, or a sentence, or a whatever, the world changes every second, we can not predict what is going to happen, and we are not capable of doing recap. Thus, the summary is , summary sucks.
but i thing i am sure, is that i shouldnt be too lazy, write down something when i still can rmb, we can not change the history, but at least we can make it less regretable. and see, i forgot what i want to say one minute ago, so thats is for today
Happy New Year !

安息

2009-11-14T01:48:00.003+08:00

life is unpredictable, u will never know what will happen to us the next minute. so , we are trained to accept this fact and learn to comfort ourselves to live life to the fullest and enjoy whenever we can, or at least hope to achieve so. Often, we are beaten, defeated, trashed along the way.We get sick frustrated, depressed. Faith, is the only thing to keep us moving forward. fame, money, and FAMILY are all the sources of faith. But when we lost that, what are we left with ? if i dont realise this, my life would probably be screwed. But even if i do realise it, i am still left with nothing, NOTHING. there is nothing to achieve, there is nothing to hope for, there is nothing, for you to stay. So, u chose an easy way out.Maybe its u think its the best solution, left behind many sad faces. I think there is no right or wrong, nobody can judge it , u , are the only judger. Rest in Peace.

--For Robert Enke

对不起，很难

2009-11-04T23:52:00.002+08:00

突然发现，原来最适合我的工作是特务。

可以理所当然的戴着假面具示人，又不会于心有愧。

只是，这就是理想的生活吗？

然后突然发现，我有点想家了。

想念你，还有你们，

我其实还蛮脆弱的吗。

所以叻？

没有办法吗。

我没有说谎

2009-11-02T02:51:00.002+08:00

after 3 weeks of life without laptop and a few day without laptop and handphone, i finally received the long-waited magic box.
i am now in Dell Family.
Not a bad choice, but neither a very good one.
but anyway, life continues !!
不知道从什么时候开始，一个马来西亚的小女生，和一个韩国的大男生成了我生活的中心
无聊生活的唯一亮点就是他们也是他们，
在我即将变回黑白的人生涂上些须色彩，好啦是很多色彩。
最最单纯的感情才会迸发出最美好的回响。
也许是预料之外的美好，确是最能铭记于心的。
正因为如此，珍惜两个字才会变得有意义。
新鲜，却又充满着熟悉的味道。
我的追求不过如此吗。
再好不过拉。
recently i completed some job, and screwed some ,
something and someone that are important to me.
i dont know how i am goin to deal with this, and i don know how it will affect , everyone.
so basically, i have no ideea.
so how ?
ask someone else.

要放弃了吧

2009-10-01T02:56:00.002+08:00

Happy National Day !!

如果穷其一生都在迁就和配合
最终会得到什么？
但是如果一辈子都按照自己的意愿来活
到头来又能留下什么？
可是，就算知道这些
又会给人生带来什么不同？
既然人生着这么的索然无味
又何必来想这些使人生更加无聊的话题呢？
没错，我压力大。哈哈。

If it really can help , even a tiny little, i will do it , willing .

long time no blog

2009-09-24T04:33:00.002+08:00

前一阵子有人突然提出拍照是储存记忆的最好的方式。
是没错啦，不过礼物或许是更加值得珍惜的珍藏吧。
礼物无论大小贵贱，讲的是那份心意，送什么并没有那么重要。
相对的来说，收礼物讲究的那份心情，很久之后，送的人也许就没那么重要。
也许送礼物的人已经离开你的生活，但并不妨碍收藏这份珍贵
所以不要再讲我念旧，我是，非常念旧。哈哈。

很久没有blog，好像在做功课，一本正经。哈哈。
life without laptop, u call it life ???

you are the greatest man in my life

2009-09-03T23:51:00.001+08:00

One day, a son asks his dad "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon withme?". The father says "yes".

And they run their first marathon together.

有一天，兒子問爸爸：「爸爸你和我ㄧ起去跑馬拉松，好嗎？」爸爸說好。

Another time, the son asks his dad again "Daddy, would you like to run a marathon with me?". The father says "yes son".

第二次，兒子又問爸爸：「爸爸你和我ㄧ起去跑馬拉松，好嗎？」爸爸又說好。

One day, the son asks his father " Daddy, would you run the Ironman with me?"

有一天，兒子問爸爸：「爸爸和我ㄧ起去參加鐵人競賽，好嗎？」

And the dad says "yes".

爸爸說好，我們去參加。

蜡烛点了

2009-08-31T23:54:00.000+08:00

Oops , its a bit late already , but nvm i can change the timing . so
Happy Birthday to Rohai Karen and weiting and if i m not wrong yang yang . its so lucky to have the same the bdae with all of ur
Happy Birthday to all the august babies. xiao long jie ying jun jie terri peigee yu shuai zou xuan and many many more ... think there are 2o +. sorry if i didnt list out ur name here but u will be blessed .
and last but not least ,
Happy Birthday to me :)

we are owning

2009-08-30T04:09:00.000+08:00

3 - 0 now , Inter is having fun , we are owning
didnt realise it is a fantastic soccer night , but luckily i didnt miss anything . all the matches are worth to watch .
btw , my initial plan is to talk abt this little girl ai jia , the lastest campus superstar No.2. she is simply great la , owning everybody in chao ji xing guang da dao, including all the ti guan zhe.
and most importantly , she is only 15. how the hell she got only second in campus superstar ?
it always happened . u think u have made the correct choice , but u will realise how stupid u are soon after. isnt it ?

PS : i saw kewei in the same show !!! i rmb the first time i saw here was in the forum , she is a candidate for either project superstar or singapore idol. damn pretty la . too bad she quit due to personal reason. but she went to taiwan to ti guan this week ! acutally she sings quite good leh , although she didnt get high points , who cares, she is still as pretty. hahaha

4 - 0 !! one more la !

曲终人散...之前

2009-08-29T02:23:00.003+08:00

break camp x3 !!!

erm ... if i am not wrong , it happened abt 3 weeks ago

anyway, who cares ...

really feel great without blogging for one month

it became a burden to me after so long

always need to think what to write, write for the sake of writing

kind of defeat the purpose for blogging

so this break is really helpful

i even have the motivation to write for new pieces

and of course , more time to slack

basically , if u want something , u have to give up on something

whether it is worth it , it is your call

just like my injured elephant foot.

don feel like writting le , post a picture ba.

one last chance ba

2009-07-23T05:46:00.001+08:00

break camp x 2 !!
Don really have time to do anyting else besides swoc , really fully dedicated to it .
at least more than what i thought.
camp + video editing = my daliy life
since i have made the promise,
will try my best to do everything i can.
and i m still enjoying in it. :)
actually when i m talking abt a lot of 大道理,
i m usually the one who wont listen to a single word.
if this is the case, how do i make ppl believe in me ?
it is not an excuse .
if i wan to continue being 罗嗦,
以身作则 is the first golden rule.
and of course, it applies to everything.

the main orientation camp starts in 4 days,
chionging for the last lap !

i m dulan

2009-07-14T22:12:00.002+08:00

break camp !!
haven been in this kind of high mood for a lo......n.......g time
trial camp with all the on people = fun !
maybe plus tiring and severely sun burnt. hah
my body has become so rusty
and more importantly, my brain has slowly degenerated
it is an alarm to me , also and new starting point
i am ready for the real camp...almost . haha
okay shall be a helpful and happening hall senior from now onwards
the next intern camp , in four days time.
Chio!

PS : 石欣卉 is my hall senior . shall invite her back . so that i can other stars .. haha.

最后的赢家都是爱。--甘地

stop emoing la

2009-07-10T03:20:00.003+08:00

现在没有什么想法，脑子里只闪过一个身影
三井寿
忘了刚刚为什么去search灌篮高手
大概是一种莫名的习惯
时时提醒我一生的最爱
还是那一句老话
浪子回头金不换
洗尽铅华之后
就会拥有无尽的力量和勇气
直到世界的尽头

曾轶可这个名字最近的争议度完全不亚于台湾的政治
各方人马的对立事态愈演愈烈
就差撂人打架，虽然不关他们的事。
不过还是要不免俗一下
我是挺曾派
明明是很好听的声音很好听的声音啊
为什么要做那些无聊的争论
坐下来静静的听，或者静静的离开
不是很好吗？

orange smoke

2009-07-09T03:31:00.002+08:00

the prime purpose of this movie is to show how strong and well equiped the US amry force is . the job of the autobots is only to protect and assist the super weapons and the undead US soldiers. Actually , its them who same the world , again. haha.
Dispite that, it is a damn damn nice movie . anyone want to watch ? i don mind to watch again . hahaha

他们的天长地久

2009-07-08T00:46:00.003+08:00

某年某月的某一天，就是好像是夏天正式报到的那一天

心血来潮的结伴去爬山。
从来没发现从前居住的小山沟里会有这么一座远离尘嚣的地方
像我们这种既不住在城市也不落脚乡村的人来说
偶尔装有钱人享受一下乡下人的生活，也蛮爽的嘛。
就是这样的心情，才可以乐在其中吧。

走在前面的这一群人，认识大概有25年。当年20几岁一起工作的四个人，两男两女，建立了深厚的革命情感。一转眼25年过去了，四个人成了四家人，感情依旧。小辈同样四个，三男一女，最大的我22岁，最小的丫头20岁，也有了差不多20年的感情。相信20年后，我们还是会四家，也许还是会拖家带小一起去爬山，然后，将这种感情延续下去。

山上的风景也许没什么特别，但是就是这种氛围引人入胜。这一整片的绿色不知道什么时候就会被开山的炸药污染，然后慢慢被吞噬。这更增加了一份弥足珍贵的味道。就是这样的感觉才让我染上了旅行的恶习，想去把一切珍贵的事物用双眼记录下来，或者用它的眼睛也行。踏上旅途，就是革命的开始。

就是你，城堡里的人

2009-07-06T04:03:00.001+08:00

如果一个人任性，那是因为有身边的人无限的包容。
如果一个人自私，是因为被太多无私的人笼罩。
这世界上如此多的不完美，是无数的完美造成的。
而你所认为的苦难，也许只是因为你的生活太过幸福。
至于这篇文章写了一个多礼拜才憋出这么一点东西，
只是因为又陷入了差不多神经病的状态。
极为理智的歇斯底里中
蕴含着生命的真谛。
爱是包容
也许是我穷其一生也不会明白的真理。

想亚也了

2009-06-29T02:35:00.003+08:00

是不是在一天的这个时刻

总是比较容易被感动？

还是说心情习惯了被压抑

只是在快满的时候透漏一点点讯号

然后，继续坚持。

我知道无论什么时候，我都可能被它感动

只要心还在。

只是我似乎对它不是太好

会不会那一天离开我？
开始习惯不去想太太太多

不过有好像冲着另外一个极端去了。

还是同样的话，

什么事都可以有奇妙的平衡

你接不接受？

跌倒的时候看看天空

今天的天空还是一样的蓝

MJ is gone

2009-06-28T00:23:00.002+08:00

things hasnt changed much
it has the kind of aura which will change all the changes
to the worst form as before
no matter how much has you changed, or at least appeals so
guess i know exactly the way to deal with it , and i do it the best
accept it.
and
day goes on.

Goodbye, Moonwalker.

black and white

2009-06-25T02:04:00.004+08:00

有没有想过

蓝天之所以是蓝天

是因为大家都说那是蓝天

但是真的有人知道蓝是什么样子的吗？

如果有一天

所有的人又告诉你蓝天不是蓝色的

你是选择相信自己？还是相信大家？

而你，又凭什么相信？

如果有一天黑不再是黑，白不再是白

而你的世界里的一切都经过设计

你如何坚守自己的信念？

如果对错瞬间失去意义

你会昂着头继续向前走嘛？

那么，方向在哪里？

黑白之间

你，真的分得清吗？

刑满释放

2009-06-23T00:34:00.002+08:00

Be the change you want to see in the world
no matter how good or how bad it gets
get your foot in and make an effort
or shut up, and stay away.
remember
things dont always go as you wish
just has a little faith.
at the last ,
it is, a happy ending.

Lay it down easy, lay it on me.

家

2009-05-15T15:35:00.002+08:00

一如既往阴暗的天气

还有弥漫着沙土味道的空气

到了五月还是干冷的气候

伴着自己会往袖子里钻的阵风

混合搅拌形成了一种味道

家的味道

如此的美味

熟悉的凌乱的街道

路边卖着各种卫生的不卫生的食物的小贩

路上各种不按交通规则通行的车辆和行人

伴随着从早到晚不停的鸣笛和叫喊

合奏出奇妙优美的协奏曲

混在路人中的我，静静的享受着这一切

那么的怡然自得

这是我属于的地方

这是属于我的地方

不管离别的时间多么漫长

与日俱增的只有熟悉，没有陌生

就算他会随着时间的流逝慢慢褪色

他的价值只会越来越高

只会越来越美

这次终于知道了什么是归属感

不是你跟他有多么的亲

而是不管你走多远

都会记得家的方向

我不知道我的未来会在哪里

但我知道

我的未来会有这里

汶川

2009-05-12T23:30:00.000+08:00

不知不觉，已经一年了。

你们，还好吗？

愿你们，安息。

i am back

2009-05-11T23:16:00.002+08:00

好想忘记了说再见。
这次时间匆忙，是可以原谅的厚。
整理房间 until the very last min
it is really the last second
it was tiring, but enjoyable.
used up almost 90% of my gengs,
need to find new idea agin, sian, haha
everything went smoothly , until i reached 广州。
差一点在空中和大家说再见。
深航班机准点起飞，飞了15分钟后，
空姐那温柔但没有感情的声音借由广播传出：“
亲爱的旅客朋友，我们抱歉的通知你们，由于飞机存在机械故障，
为了安全起见，机长已经决定返回广州白云机场。”
think i was half dead sleeping in the airplane, didnt realised that i could just say goodbye to this world in the blue blue sky.
too bad, i didnt have this chance.
the good thing is , i could eat two meals in two different plants going to the same destination
thats...not bad . haha
当我从济南机场走出来的时候，呼吸竟然会冒白烟！5月嘞！超爽，哈哈。
就算坐车的时候差点没冻死，还是爽。
冷=天堂
哈哈。
So, 假期正式开始！
空气好干燥啊！

PS:天啊，我竟然11点睡觉！我是正常人！哈哈

exams are here

2009-04-23T02:17:00.002+08:00

厚积厚发
终于下大雨了
一时间整个block都在欢呼
老天真的很喜欢闹脾气
不过总算对我们好了一次
谢啦
最近好像不务正业太久了。
等等，
我的正业是什么？
....
哈哈好啦，读书喽
加油，everybody :)
see u when i see u

救救我吧

2009-04-19T09:18:00.002+08:00

"the chance of raining tonight is 50%"
siau yin told me when i was sleeping in the lounge.
wah finnnnnnaaaallly.
this week's weather is damn damn damn hot
cant sleep at night .
of course my night time starts at 6 am
but its a bit too warm in the early morning
drag until 9 or 10 or just get up, like now
and
it really rained !
it was heaven , for a very short period
once the rain stopped
oh noooooooo....
walked to the lounge and saw a few more sleepless souls
so i didnt have a sleeping problem
thats good.
i hope so.
anyone need breakfast ?

淄博

2009-04-14T03:06:00.002+08:00

people always like to ask a foreigner :" where are you from ?"
but most of the answers are unheard of .
then they will just :"ohhhhhh, i c."
hahahaha....
thus, i always say u wont know the place even if i say the name
but, for those who insist to know , here is an introduction of my hometown
and the fact is
i m very proud of my home.

最近看了很多无聊的电视剧，听到了很多有聊的人生哲理
很多是从未想过的，很多是想过却没放在心上的
更多的是放在心上却不曾付诸实施的
平平凡凡的一条路，干嘛没事多出来那么多分叉
没的选择也烦，太多选择更烦
更重要的是
没事做个思想者好玩吗？
每天没事找事做好玩阿。
何必呢

我的钟表

2009-04-11T03:45:00.003+08:00

Our very own long term service man has offically announced his retirement date. He has retired on the 10th of April, at 3:15:15, either AM or PM. I wasnt here to witness his big day, hope he was very peaceful when the moment came.
Thank you for accompanying me for 14 years, keep running over all the numbers, provide me incorrect time everyday. You are one of the few things that i brought from China when i first came here. We has been through countless happy days and unhappy days. Thank you for always being here for me (willingly) no matter what happened. It has been a pleasant 14 years, Hope your retirment life will be an enjoyable one. See U in a while.
Now, a new clockman is needed. Application is open. Interested applicants pls send ur resumes through this website. You will be employed immediately one you survive through interview. Salary? i will tell u when u are selected. So, what are you waiting for ?

PS: ya no doubt, the handsome boy in the the photo is ME ! If you dont believe me,
that means

you

dont

belive

me.

走好

2009-04-07T02:02:00.003+08:00

寂寞在唱歌

阿桑

天黑了

孤独又慢慢割着

有人的心又开始疼了

爱很远了很久没再见了

就这样竟然也能活着

你听寂寞在唱歌

轻的狠狠的

歌声是这么残忍

让人忍不住泪流成河

谁说的

人非要快乐不可

好像快乐由得人选择

不到的那个人来不来呢

我会是谁的谁是我的

你听寂寞在唱歌

轻轻的狠狠的

歌声是这么残忍

让人忍不住泪流成河

听寂寞在唱歌

温柔的疯狂的

悲伤越来越深刻

怎样才能够让它停呢

如果天堂注定是你的归宿，那你一定是最温柔的天使，穿梭在人群之中而一尘不染，然后，回到属于你的地方。在那里，会有你想要的平静。

一路好走。

tc cheer up

2009-04-02T04:06:00.002+08:00

真真假假，假假真真，就这样过了一生。
好过也是一天，孬过也是一天，为什么要为难自己呢？
不要等到真的有事发生，才发现现在拥有的可贵。
只是，我们....
如果可以的话，就让这句话过去吧。
既然幸福触手可及，不如伸手抓住他吧。
我知道你会的。
我也会的。

friends are friends, and they are good ones

2009-03-31T22:30:00.003+08:00

no matter what kind of person you are
how stupid and funny u are
at the moment you step onto the stage
you are set to shine.
and when they start their first move
they rule the stage
i can feel
the soul
thank you for the wonderful performances.

浅显易懂的道理，我竟然一直视而不见。
白纸上的黑点虽然刺眼，但是说到底它只有那么大
可以忽略不计...的话，那就太好了。
不要因为这些无足轻重的事情，放弃生命的价值
也许是唯一的价值。
把方向盘打正一点，也许马上就能追上。
好像听到马达加速的声音了哦。

三人行的影子，意外的和谐。

所以

到底要V？还是要NIKE？

至少现在，就这样吧。

oh no , it's over !

2009-03-23T03:09:00.004+08:00

Hi Fever, nice to see you again
you always come and visit me after every important event
that's so nice of you.
thanks.
cant really talk today
but don really need to talk though
finally.
quite used to the post war effect
but, huh, going back to school arh ?
anyway, hope you have enjoyed the Sheares Production 08/09
it's okay if u don understand the show, i am sure you had a good laugh
so see you next year, hopefully . haha

our casting people & my stage

and my dearest stage manager team

nice catch

2009-03-21T01:07:00.002+08:00

if u see me looking straight into ur face while walking in ur direction
i am not being unfriendly.
i know who u r , but i just cant process in my brain to search for ur names.
my brain is just not working
if u say i am a walking zombie
u r definitely wrong
coz when i sitting down, i am still a zombie
one show done.
it was a very nice one.
one more show to go.
and one last performance.
jia you, all the zombies
and, nice catch.

supperb form

2009-03-15T01:00:00.002+08:00

own and tio own
this is the theme for this week
0-2 . this is so expected
even "the one" cant change the fact that they suck in Europe Champions League
but, at least they are no longer the loser in the last few years
they stood up and fight , and even nearly grab the chance.
hope this is a start of something great.
and , i am Inter fan , forever.

on the other side, they are simply superb. treated the spainish with 4 goals in Anfield and give another 4 to the home team at Old Trafford !
this is damn song !! haha
just don lose to Middlesbrough , again. its so .... pls.

and by the way, i am still cuing now .

SP Promotion

2009-03-08T11:30:00.003+08:00

what is the feel of 更年期？

forgetful ? then i m definitely in that period already

i had many thoughts during this few weeks

but i cant even recall a single line afterwards

just like whats happening now

what i wanted to say ?

what did i type ?

huh ?

anyway this is the promotion of our sheares hall production 09. It is a Italian political comedy written by Dario Fo. the show is on 20th and 21st of March at NUS University Cultural Centre.

i know u r interested in the show , ya i m refering to you , pls contact me for the tickets .If you are not interested , then pls support my first show as a stage manager. ya so u have no choice but to come for the show . thank you very much :)

what do i want to say ?

2009-02-19T01:40:00.002+08:00

被踩了一脚，有点痛。
然后，很容易被影响。不管是什么。
虽然很多作家的话都是唬滥，不过有几句还是有点道理。
大忙人 say she cant understand what i m writing
good statement.
coz sometimes i also don know what i was writing
maybe u tell me once u figured out ? haha

suddenly realise that, wah i m just a good blogger, hahaha.
what did i wan to blog ?
hack la.

we won !!!

2009-02-16T05:39:00.002+08:00

Inter Milan 2 - 1 AC Milan
do i need to say anything else ?
oh ya
the two bloody commentators who obviously supporting AC Milan ,
you go to hell !!!

终于有一点明白郑板桥的话
只是
这也太难了吧。哈，哈，哈。

其实你不懂我的心

2009-02-13T03:38:00.004+08:00

你说我像云捉摸不定

其实你不懂我的心

你说我像梦忽远又忽近

其实你不懂我的心

你说我像谜总是看不清

其实我用不在乎掩藏真心

怕自己不能负担对你的深情

所以不敢靠你太近

你说要远行暗地里伤心

不让你看到哭泣的眼睛

怕自己不能负担对你的深情

所以不敢靠你太近

你说要远行暗地里伤心

不让你看到哭泣的眼睛

yes ! yes ! yes !!!

2009-02-08T03:40:00.002+08:00

a precious night
with inter milan and liverpool game showing at the same time
and they really made my day !
okay .. made my night .
a comfortable 3-0 victory for inter and yet again another super come back 3-2 for the reds.
a long waited happy weekend
and btw Rafa can u stop putting weird ppl into weird positions ?
its entertaining to watch a 90+ mins winning goal but cant we have a comfortable win ?
and for the milan derby next week , 赢定了。

PS : WHY the whole world is having low morale ? cant do anything abt it ... coz i m one of the confusing souls too. haha. lonely ~~ i am so lonely ~~ lalalala ~~

PS : Whats the feeling of life without handphone ? DIED ! and i have to die for another 3 or 4 more days . HELP !!!

PS : I Love You is not THAT nice ... maybe its because of the high expectation ba. but , Million Dollar Baby is damn damn damn nice . oh ya everybody pls go watch "The curious case of Benjamin Button". you wont regret it .

多希望都是我的错

2009-02-04T16:33:00.002+08:00

everything has its own rule. if u wan to play the game , follow it.
but , when the rules do not suit u , are you dare , to play it ur way ?

when you are running , will u stop and take a look at the sky ?
when u r trying to be the person that u should be , do u ever feel tired ?
tired of pretending ? tired of hiding ?
then ... run faster . u will use to it.

华丽的上班族，无论是生存，还是生活，都是游戏的一部分。
而这个游戏，又叫做什么呢？
没错，我注定不是这个游戏的主角。

终于下雨了。
block auntie说，已经一个月没有下过雨了。
这么好的天气，适合用来想念谁呢？

我骄傲。

还很远

2009-01-27T01:45:00.002+08:00

我小时候的梦想是当一个发明家
如果没记错的话
应该是为了报效祖国，支持四化建设之类的
后来越长越大
梦想越换越多
不管有多少个实现
空头支票召开不误
现在梦想是什么，
好像也不大清楚
因为也好像没有什么人愿意理我的理想
所以就渐渐的，渐渐的...
大过年的，正面一点吗
所以，梦想地应会实现的！
我会用功读书，报效祖国！！！

都是同样类型的

2009-01-25T04:03:00.002+08:00

“我觉得读书挺好的。
A、B、C、D，总有一个是答案。
这个世界有这么多的不确定，
我讨厌这些不确定。
所以，只有读书才好。”
好有道理。
很久没有听到这么有道理的话了。
突然间，好像有种想读书的冲动。
哈。哈。哈。
好像有那么一点了解你了。

Green Revolution...ing.

Happy New Year to all :)

softballers

2009-01-19T02:57:00.003+08:00

1 point

again

end of the legend ?

nope, this is the start of it .

if you don like the feeling

make sure u remember it .

and

we will get it back

one day

promise.

谢谢淑儿

2009-01-17T04:20:00.002+08:00

was randomly looking through blogs
and found out that
one of my friend actually posted my lyrics on her blog!!!
she seems to like it
appreciate it alot alot alot
my sis likes my stories and this lady likes my lyrics
at least i have two supporters
thats all i need.
like she said , 真实。

不过现在的我，也只有真实吧。
什么时候，才能有一个灵魂住进文字里？
我很喜欢两个朋友的文章
两个女生，同样拥有驾驭灵魂涌动的能力
一个，弥漫着浓郁的纯白香气
另一个，流淌着幽幽的蓝色忧伤
我经常提起一个，you know who you are
而这个，是第一次提起。
就用这个，作为答谢。

突然间秋天闯了进来。
高高的天空。
蓝色的天，白色的云。
想要咬一口。
想起了很多手心里的人，和事。

很多在等待的。
被等待的。
都是期盼。

刚才坐公交去三站路外的公交点退掉学生卡。
一切都是那么晕。
却又是那么明朗。
从未如此透彻的环顾周围的世界。
干净。

公交站边站了很久。
或许那趟车，是故意姗姗来迟的吧。
赋予我如此美妙的机会。享受如此美妙的天空。

有一对哑人夫妻。站在我的旁边。
无声。
比比划划。
我可以看得到丈夫满口镶的牙。可以看得到妻子眼角因为翘起而积累的皱纹。
在这样澄澈的蓝天下，有着这样澄澈的两颗心。温暖着彼此。

整整一个冗长的夏。
就在知了声里渐渐消褪了。
如果可以的话。
不如没有开始。

就像亚雯姐说的那样。
安静的等待。
等待属于自己的东西。

可是很多时候，总会因为那一毫一里的差别而去挣扎着颠覆上天的安排。
很多事情。仅此而已。

天气阴沉。
心情难测。
但是感到了从未有过的静。
许久未曾感受过的了。

整整一年的时间。
我说过，错过就是一瞬间的事情。
不管是不是只有两三天而已。
也不管双方是多么的想念彼此。
姐姐。

夏天结束了。
真的长大了。
心里头开始生出许多烦闷芜杂的愁绪。无关的，有关的。
希望有一天，可以不再做那个总喜欢抱着娃娃躲在床角暗自舔伤的孩子。
不再流泪，就不会再担心哭肿的眼睛无法见人。

今年的那一天又要来到了。
每年一次的相会。到底是幸，还是不幸？
谢谢那份特殊的礼物。早早的出现。
连带这个夏天那个冗长的梦。
一同破碎。
撕裂在天朗气清的苍穹之下。
就连碎的姿态，都是那么的娇美。

留下碎片，在心海里久久激荡。

可不可以不勇敢。
可不可以不再哭。
可不可以不再不能释怀。

后青春期的诗

2009-01-12T23:37:00.002+08:00

到底是人生如戏？
还是戏如人生？
又或者，真的是某个上面的人的一场游戏？
管他呢
因为早晚有一天
我们，都会被这个世界完美的驯服。
所以，开学喽。

陣內智則

2009-01-10T00:26:00.003+08:00

瑞萍讲的

2009-01-04T00:42:00.002+08:00

gotten an inside news , a lot of ppl think or rather "saw" that my room is very messy
it WAS true , to a certain extent , but it is very neat now , i just cleaned the room two days ago, i still can keep it in a good condition
so, i shall prove to everyone that my room is clean , before it gets messy again. haha
see its so so so clean...
okay la its quite clean...
err, its consider clean na...
alright , its a bit messy la , satisfied ?

but i m well known for the second most messy room in Block A , Whos first?
all shearites should know .
hahaha

7 Pounds

2009-01-03T02:17:00.002+08:00

就算是已经准备好要看一部严肃的电影
也没有想到会有这样的震撼
从电影一开始就带着一大堆问号
"Ken Anderson, Nicole Anderson, Miguel Nicita, Ed Rice, Allie Bowne, Steven chen, Sarah Jensen." 不断重复的名字，带着莫名的绝望感
然后，问号越堆越多，也越来越精彩
结局，更愿意留下一些问号
何必什么事情都讲得这么明白呢？
这个世界上唯一精彩的就只剩下想象了。
one man show ? 没错，就是 one man show ，而且秀的太精彩
出神入化。
走在回家的路上的时候，才明白雨夜跑向医院的意思。（因为路很长）
黑暗之中想抓住一点希望，至少说服自己有这一点希望
然而希望永远与绝望并存
命运
然后，
7 pounds 的差距，伸手与放手的抉择
当没有希望的时候，也许就是希望的开始。
鸡皮疙瘩掉了一地。

"Do you consider yourself as a good person ?"
"how do you answer the question if i ask you the same ?"

Am I ?

生命圈

2008-12-31T23:59:00.000+08:00

Life is just a circle
No matter how big or how small it is
life will repeat one day
things that happen , ppl that walked into ur life , or even a computer u play
u will find the similarity somehow
fate ? curse ? or gift ?
it fully depends on you
so if this is the truth , are you still willing to step into the circle ?
i will
so , goodbye 2008, and hello 2008
one day

2008-12-28T22:38:00.002+08:00

They finally play like a title chaser

and they are really taking their chances

hope i can say the same thing two months later

pls jia you , really.

and btw , he is the hero , again.

like what's new ? haha

圣诞快乐

2008-12-25T11:13:00.002+08:00

"Oh what a merry christmas day, hear the joyous music play."
Christmas Caroling is finally OVER!!
had been singing at the Wheelock for 5 days
okay la since its over so shall not say anything bad abt it
i am a nice person
for once ... haha
waiting for my pay . Mr xiao u better hurry up before i go on strike . haha
i want Christmas present ! anything will do . some kind soul pls fulfill my wish coz santa has budget constrain this year also .

Btw , Merry Christmas for the lucky ones . haha . ya i m talking abt u , don look back , pls smile :)

Mahjong , anybody ?

是你吗？

2008-12-14T22:03:00.002+08:00

We all imagine ourselves the agents of our destiny capable of determing our own fate But have we truly any choice in when we rise? Or when we fall? Or does a force larger than ourselves bid us our direction?　
Sometimes, questions are more powerful than answers.
All you can do is hope and trust that when you've served its needs faithfully, there may still remain some glimmer of the life you once knew.

You are the world

To Be Continued...

沃克回来了

2008-12-10T01:23:00.002+08:00

这个世界不会为了任何一个人而改变
无论少了谁，明天地球还是一样会转
但是一个人的人生，却会因为其他人而改变
还是同样的话
如果不能改变整个世界来适应自己
那就改变自己来适应整个世界
这样一定会比较好过

Welcome Back :)

why u like that yan yan.

2008-12-07T23:37:00.002+08:00

i m staying with xiu xiang's boyfriend now
he just lost his girlfriend a few days ago so he is emoing this few days
and he doesnt seem to like me lor
don allow me to touch him lor , i clean ur room leh , mai xiao xiao
okay la trying to be friendly to him la , try ... haha

PS : next week nobody will be in hall lor , missed the chance to go Malaysia , sian .
anybody interested to play board games with me ? i am always available . haha
btw 海角七号 is really nice lor :)

你不会想知道

2008-12-02T05:22:00.002+08:00

Cape No. 7 海角七号
2008 Taiwan Moive
a heart-touching show
a die die must watch show
pls spend some time to watch this movie , it will worth ur time .

PS: Try ur best to watch in the CINEMA, haha.

come back flora

2008-11-05T02:20:00.000+08:00

Pls Come Back

2008-11-03T02:39:00.002+08:00

不知道是最近睡太多还是睡太少
竟然开始做梦
竟然开始分不清现实和梦境
梦里一切是那么的真实
现实却又那么的虚伪
那么
为什么还要醒过来？
如果一切能像梦里那样，
该有多好。
哪怕是一点点
一点点也好...
ps：淋了半夜的雨，开始了无休止的头痛。可能是因为这样，才会做好梦吧。如果是这样，那应不应该多做几次。哈哈

只要你投入我的怀抱

2008-10-27T03:09:00.002+08:00

what is the feeling of eating lunch with the producer and the director of SP ? sign of power ?
haha stop dreaming la . i am only a small small assistant stage manager which equals to go-first for everything la.

what is the feeling of cycling in the middle of the expressway accross the Singapore river at midnight ?
watch out for cars u idiot !

what is the feeling of watching sun rise at east coast park in the early morning on a rainy day ?
sleepy la. where got mood to do such romantic things ? damn shak.

conclusion: bbq tonight is not bad . haha super random .

ps: officially on the way to become a semi-professional stage manager, no longer a jiabalang all-in-one director. the transition is in progress, looking forward to the new chanllenge , and this time , i seem to have motivation le :)

buaya week !

2008-10-18T02:26:00.008+08:00

Buaya week is finally over !!!!!

one week of heaven cum hell

gave up many many things

especially my sleeping times ,

did i get to close my eye for more than 24 hours in a week ?

i doubt so.

almost forgot how my bed looks like le

but all the effort has been paid off

truly enjoyed this one week of time

can we extend for one more week ?

we will die for love ! haha

this is what i did for my dear buayee ,christy. of course , this is a lot more :)

yes , this is our lift , filled with love , but cant fill with ppl ready lor

the new buaya king hanjing , won with one shot kill , the powerful(expensive) LED lights which is

here !

level 5 short wing , the most competitive buaya and buayees , stress sia

and christy won the buaya queen ! haha

this one is the best la , really do for love ... oops haha

here are some of the nice decos , love is in the air!

this is the final look of my door . thanks ivy for putting up some nice decos everyday . and thank you for the "love" pillow ! u r my only tatty bear :)

this is how is looks inside ... its not that i don wan to sleep lor , i have no place to sleep ... my room is workshop for a lot of ppl , so have to open 24/7 . i m a responsible shop keeper , but not shop cleaner ... haha my tatty bear can clean up the room for me ? haha

happy buaya week !

at the beginning

2008-10-08T03:22:00.002+08:00

decision making day again
really hate the kind of feelings
but it repeats on and on and on
finally know why uni life is so stressful ready .
not sure what will happen tomolo
going to take some actions which don know whether its right or wrong
and my destiny will be determined too
a bit confused , not only right now , but these few weeks ,
how ?
maybe write this in the new version of gong guo ge .
then i will score very badly again
haha
lots of work to be done later , sleep la.

功过格

2008-10-03T03:21:00.012+08:00

sleep before 3 am --- 一功

sleep before 1 am --- 十功

sleep before 11 pm --- dreaming

sleep after 3 am --- 一过

sleep after 5 am --- 十过

sleep after 7 am --- breakfast

study one day before exam --- 一功

study two day before exam --- 十功

study three day before exam --- huh ? got exam ?

study on the day of exam --- 一过

study 3 hours before exam --- 十过

study 1 hour before exam --- praying would be more useful

enough la , 3 30 ready still bullshiting , 4 more chapters to complete leh , go back to study !

yes i m refering to u

2008-10-03T02:13:00.002+08:00

somebody said i m not updating , so here i come . this is a lyrics i have been 2 weeks ago , for audition de , so not very nicely done , but still buai pai . haha

欺骗

钢琴离不开音乐
阳光离不开和眩
你的手却离开我的指尖

距离离不开思念
相信离不开时间
我们的心 ,停在两边

如果你选择独自守护你的蓝天
站在原地的我怎能看得见

我只好继续欺骗
守护虚伪的誓言
大雨过后
为什么不是童话的情节

我只能一直欺骗
梦想做你的永远
却没发现
我的真心留不住背影的思念
原来超载的心
已撕不下假面

请允许我最后一次欺骗
拥有手心的温暖
因为这一次
真的要说再见

新保安

2008-10-02T02:33:00.004+08:00

Sheares Hall Block A Level 4 long wing has employed a new security guard

he is very responsible , erm most of the time la , although i m not sure whether his could able to read the newspaper using his "big" eyes.
there are clear rules and regulations entering our area, everybody pls follow it carefully , otherwise the security will take you donw ! haha

六百场

2008-09-27T05:07:00.002+08:00

its your 600 match for inter

the one and only caption

Javier Zanetti

bleach

2008-09-24T03:08:00.003+08:00

living in heaven or living in hell ?
easily stay up for the whole night
and a new day starts in pm
why ?
coz i pay for the breakfast in hall
and its impossible for me to wake up and catch the breakfast
so as well treat it as the supper
remembered somebody said must sleep before 2 am
who's that ?
oh its me orh.
since when i become so ldealised ?
okay la will try to change la
soon or later la .
study break now
is it a break to study ?
or a break from studying ?
of course the second one la
although never study before
who cares ?
holiday mood now !
woohh ~~~

ss assignment

2008-09-09T04:23:00.002+08:00

one good thing abt staying in hall
i can no longer do last min work
coz the rest of the hallmates will be magging every night
and i have to keep up with them
thus
i m trying to do my work at the last two mins
don laugh , ya i m referring to u .
its a big improvement le lor , haha.

xiang yu , Bon voyage

clover

2008-09-03T03:07:00.000+08:00

“摩天轮已经不转了。摩天轮停住了不转，不是因为它坏掉，而是因为控制它的人，规定它上下班的时间。即使摩天轮它很想不停不停的转啊转，它也好想好想，不断不断，带给它身边的人，它最喜欢的人，幸福和快乐。可它就是办不到。因为身不由己。你懂吗？”

《蜂蜜幸运草》落下最后一片。

生日礼物

2008-09-01T00:03:00.001+08:00

thank you for all the presents !
very practical , i like
once again , thanks :)

21岁了

2008-08-31T00:35:00.001+08:00

its my birthday ready ?
oh then happy birthday dude !
21 yrs old le , grow up la
and what else ?
R21 ! yeah !

手球

2008-08-28T21:56:00.004+08:00

my handball game is done
one goal difference from going into the finals
but still thanks to everybody who come down and support
especially our super senior , who was a shearite in 1998 !
he is superb , haha
have been playing every sports in these two weeks
volleyball la , basketball la , soccer la , touch rugby la floorball la , sepak la
maybe that lower my blood pressure
thats good .
sepak game tomolo
practice later on , and
yeah supper !

selfish

2008-08-21T02:58:00.002+08:00

我是自私鬼。
到最后，原来我只爱我自己。
别人的人生，我终究不能介入。或者说，
我不配。
帅帅这样说：
安静的等待。等待属于自己的东西。
可是很多时候，总会因为那一毫一里的差别而去挣扎着颠覆上天的安排。
很多事情。仅此而已。
仅此而已。
那么我，等待的又是什么呢？

hungery

2008-08-16T03:50:00.002+08:00

i only have apple to eat now ,
and its 3 hrs away from breakfast
damn hungery and damn damn damn tired
who suggested to go play floorball at midnight ?
but its fun !
and almost forget there is no such word called mid-night in the hall .
man ! nothing ... haha

fart tak lor

2008-08-15T02:21:00.002+08:00

mud , washing powder , shampoo , shaving cream , coffee , coke , millk , jam , ice , oyster oil .plus those u cant imagine and i cant imagine , seniors , this is what we prepared for ur . hope ur have enjoyed that . haha
tomolo is our turn , bring it on !! haha

opening ceremony

2008-08-09T00:53:00.003+08:00

Homed

this should be the last night i spend at my home

my home has always been a nice and save place ,

and now , it needs to protect someone else le

i m should it will do a good job .

somehow i m looking forward to school le

maybe i also don wan to be alone ?

haha crap .

the opening ceremony is quite nice

creative
especially lighting of flame cauldron part

its a nice one .

they have done china a pride .

原来我，什么都不想要。

rag day

2008-08-08T03:52:00.002+08:00

ragging ragging ragging
hall's dinner is damn nice , but breakfast jiu ... unique
severely sun-burnt , and now plus soar thorat
when is the last time i use computer for leisure ?
haven been sleep until 自然醒 . hall life wow !
who's your daddy !!!

3:38

2008-08-02T03:33:00.003+08:00

successed in bidding , got all my modules i bidded in this round .
but , i m worrying abt the next round .
just done with my day , and tomolo's activity starts at 8 am .
hall life man !! haha

hostel life begin

2008-07-31T18:08:00.001+08:00

moving into sheares hall , my hostel life begins .
in the mood of bidding , update next time .

sheartie

2008-07-29T23:54:00.007+08:00

visited my hostel ytd . spent half an hour to find my hall , even walked through business school . a bit ulu la ... haha but anyway finally saw my room , its a bit ... smaller than i m expected , but still the environment is quite good . this is how it looks

i got a huge bag which consists of a lot of good stuffs , like magazines la , coffee la , even battery . and they even gave me my fav stuff ! am i promoting this brand ? haha

so this is going to be my room for quite a long , hope will enjoy my stay here . moving in in two dsays time . looking forward . haha

赤壁

2008-07-28T22:35:00.002+08:00

谢谢《白色巨塔》，它让我心情down到谷底
也让我重新把封闭的问题打开
那些大道理，好像都是说给我自己听的
我也第一次把自己说服
人生不过是如此，为什么要抓住不放？
珍惜现在所有的，珍惜现在能有的
才是真正的拥有
这一次，我应该对了吧。

btw , 《赤壁》is one of the better gay movies i have watched . the 感情发展 of 诸葛亮 and 周瑜 is fully described . they are in the stage of 暧昧 now . so , in episode 2 , the storyline will be they finally find out that they love each other so 周瑜 abandons 小乔 and 瑜亮在一起。its a happy ending ... maybe got 床戏 for the two main actors .. pls looking forward to it
wah feel that i m in the same level as 吴宇森 le ... haha i m genius .

the hospital

2008-07-27T01:13:00.003+08:00

生命中其实有很多唾手可及的幸福
你看不到
只是因为你走得太快
如果想拥有幸福
只要停下你的脚步
幸福就会围绕在你的周围
但是人类这种永不满足的动物，
永远不知道珍惜这两个字怎么写
穷其一生所追求的
到底是什么？
人生不过是一场骗局
到最后会发现
原来一切重要的东西
都已经变得不重要了
只有珍惜才是拥有的开始
只是，你会发现吗？

为什么让我再看一次《白色巨塔》？这真的，太残酷。

彩虹

2008-07-25T02:17:00.002+08:00

终于可以了解《彩虹》里的感受
因为我也开始收拾东西了
作为一个非常念旧的人，
我尽可能留下所有对我有意义的东西
可是坏处就是
搬家的时候太麻烦了
我有一整袋的鞋子，
是垃圾袋那么大的袋子
都不知道怎么运输过去
不过
也让我找到了许多尘封已久的记忆
看着那些曾经视为宝贝可是如今布满灰尘的东西，
每用手擦掉一层灰尘，当时的画面就越清晰一次
最后发现，
手好脏。
哈哈。不过这不是重点，
重点是这一些都是我不想舍弃的财富，
随便收一收，竟然有这么多
所以下次再收吧。

PS：我竟然有一整皮箱的书要带走，原来我也是读书人吗，不错嘛，我自己都不知道，哈哈。

宅男

2008-07-22T23:25:00.002+08:00

what can you do on-line ?
i seriously cant find anything interested to do le .
in order to remain as a 100% 宅男, i have to be on-line for more than 15 hours .
so what can i do ?
done with almost all the interesting and uninteresting video le , read all the nice and not so nice blogs ,and what next ?
any suggestion from anyone of you ?
i think some of the pity souls who are still suffering in school will be very sian after reading this , but this is going be your life in the near future , so be looking forward , or rather not ? haha
宅男生活进行式. university , whats that ?

命中

2008-07-19T02:18:00.007+08:00

我的快乐

徘了徊了走了错了过了等了
累了倦了困了烦了乱的冷的
都是真的
疯了想了念了慌乱的焦虑的
复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的
怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发困了你爱的影
那天的我等着你等成了摆设
我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的
都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要换你了真的不想要了
只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了
忽然发现这一刻我不想你了
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择
我的快乐会回来的
只要清楚曾爱的那么深刻
不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回来的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

疯了想了念了慌乱的焦虑的

复杂的梦过的拥有的失去的

怎么忘呢

非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的

我想要换你了真的不想要了

只得放了放了忘了

although i m not a very big fan of this show , i m touched by this song , a song that will really reach my soul . jin xiu are really good singers , this is a super nice song .

PS: HY , this song is dedicated to u too . u r as strong as before , so u will find ur happiness very soon . jia you :)

现实就是这样

2008-07-18T03:27:00.003+08:00

when i saw the guitarist ,he was walking towards my direction . long hair , fashion wear and nice guitar , like the normal movie scene , 灯光，微风，背景音乐. wa , such a cool guy . thats what i thought of at the time . when he walked past me , he dropped something . it was a power plug . ya the kind of power plug that u can see everywhere . he had to squat down and pick up his plug . however , before he did so , he looked around and made sure that no one was starring at the cool guy . The “cool”has gone immediately , he jumped from movie scene back to reality . think he finally knew 糗字怎么写。haha . think this will always happen when somebody is trying to act cool ba . erm sounds familiar , talking abt myself ? haha
现实和梦想还是有差距的。haha random

晁慧的画

2008-07-17T02:45:00.002+08:00

pormoting my friend's art works . she is really a good artist , especailly good in drawing comics . if one day her drawings become famous , maybe i can earn commission by selling it overseas ? haha
thinking of becoming a full time agent in the future , cause found quite a number of talented ppl in different areas , some of them really have something , if i can promote all of them , i will become the first 全方位发展的经纪人 . and at that time , i can say
阿母，我出运啦！哈哈

累了

2008-07-15T18:14:00.000+08:00

似乎又一次想通了，
但是这一次，不想让脑袋再转了
记得上一次“豁然开朗”的时候，也是同样的时间，也是蒙蒙细雨，也是独自一个人的回家路
不同的是，没有了街道两边的叫卖声，没有的汽车的阵阵鸣笛和横冲直撞，没有了，属于家的味道。
现在有的，是干净的林荫小路，是安静有序的十字路口，是把天空挡住的高楼建筑，只是，好像少了一点纯朴的温暖，少了那么一点令人不爽却又离不开的味道。
前一次解开心结，带来的是轻松和愉快，可是这一次不同，有那么一点认清事实的感觉，理智又逼迫着我了解我自己，可是这一次我真的想要吗？
也许我还想要多沉迷一下子吧，所以理性，这段时间，请你离我远一点。
好累
我，有点想家了

27

2008-07-12T01:25:00.004+08:00

only one

你的好我从前怎麽看不到

看不到总以为爱在天涯海角

回头却在你温柔里找到

渴望被你拥抱可以爱你多好

不明了你从来不说你累了

你累了也预留肩膀让我依靠

你的笑倒映了我的微笑

我会有多重要因为有你才知道

也许这101次错过的玩笑

只为遇到你温暖的怀抱

Only one Only Love

You're everything I care

把全世界放掉又有什麽重要

Only one Only Love

You're the only one I love

现在只想听到你亲口再说一声好

不明了你从来不说你累了

你累了也预留肩膀让我依靠

你的笑倒映了我的微笑

我会有多重要因为有你才知道

究竟要转多少次那生命的转角

才感觉到爱情真的来到

Only one Only Love

You're everything I care

把全世界放掉又有什麽重要

Only one Only Love

You're the only one I love

现在只想听到你亲口再说一声好

Only one Only Love

You're everything I care

把全世界放掉又有什麽重要

Only one Only Love

You're the only one I love

现在只想听到你亲口再说一声好

ps: 原来不用了吗，呵呵。初次见面，请多关照 :)